Precious Memories

ilovemummy <3

2008-04-07T01:42:00.008+08:00

7 April 2008, Monday

i love you ; mummy

its a habit of me to bottle all my feelings up.
keep everything to myself.
sometimes i just don't want to share.
because i don't want others to worry.

i want to have a strong image infront of them.
especially towards my mummy...
i really don't wish to become a burden to her.
afterall i guess, i'm her most worried child among the four.
when i'm the 3rd child... 17 soon.

why?
because i always put others before me.
because you can never hear me voice it out.
because i ultra blur, easy get cheated or bullied.
because i will always be the one kana lu-gi in the end.
because i ultra slow learner, absorber, response-ner.
because i would rather wei qu zi ji, if can let the others happy.
because i ultra got no confidence, do everything also scared scared.
because i am a person who will treat people around me, whole heartedly.
because i don't know how to reject a person, even if i knew they are using me for their own benefits.
because.
because ya.
a weakling kampong kid.
frankly speaking, i'm really a nice person. ( as in if put it in a nice way)
blunt speaking, too simple minded.

i will be and am greatful if you appreciate me as a friend and treat me with your genuine heart.
i know who are the ones ; the friends whom i called the treasures in my life.
i don't mind having just a few friends, as long as they are true to me...
they meant everything, seriously.

some for i knew, just treat me like a ball.
toss and throw.
only come and get me when you feel like playing a game or two.
sometimes i close an eye and let you be.
for i know, somehow fate brought us together.
i don't care how you guys treat me, used me, as long as i done my part as a friend.
i lived my life with no regrets to you, my friends.

sometimes i really wish to grow up.
is not that i don't want too.
is just that i...
hais.
i don't know how to explain myself.

among the four of us,
i'm the one that mummy tells me her every little things.
her sad.
her happy.
her worries.
her thoughts.
her everything.

i really don't wish to add on to all her troubles.
sometimes even if she doesn't say, i can sense it.
so i rarely talked back or confront her...
even if i do so, probably is because i really don't wish her to carry on.
or maybe i just can't control my emotions. stress up.
but i respect her. verymuch. alotalot.
she is just different from other mothers.

most of the times, i think what she said, is true.
makes alot of sense.
all the times, i cried after her lessons.
is not because she scolded me then i scared or what.
but is i'm just upset and angry towards myself on why did i do this and make her angry?!
i just want my mummy to be happy :D

if i need to sacrify something from myself, to keep her smile on her face and stay strong/healthy.
i am willing to do the sacrifice.

she is my real smile.
she is my pillar of strength.
she is the reason why i'm living.
she is the one who gives me the courage and determination to move on in life.

i know to others they might think, is she really so WOW ?!
but to me, yes. erm no. she is ultra much more than a WOW !!!

sometimes i will try to hide my feelings. hard enough.
but i guess, she too, sense it.
she knows i'm stress or have something troubling me.
so she will do all sorts of funny things to make me hiccup a couple of HAHAHA xD
she is just soooo sweet.

among the four of us.
i'm the one who always get sick.
since young i got sensitive skin.
i nose bleed till lost count.
my palms' skins peel off like twice.
body muscle aches are like a daily routine.
i vomits like anytime can happen kind of thing.
now.
sensitive skin is back again after four/five years.
it got worsen.
nettle rashes to some more jia lat nettle rashes.
body muscles aches also become more jia lat kind - swell.
alot of different rashes.
allergy to more food. seafood, chicken, bean stuffs...
hais.
alot of shits la.

i will keep on smile and do all my best in my academic ; everything.
even if its ITE. i will be one of the best. no matter what i will try and give my best shot.
even if i don't achieve something from ITE, i will make sure i am still a good student, your filial daughter.

i'm sorry, mummy.
i didn't mean to fall sick and cause you all the unneccessary troubles.
i will control my diet from now on. really.
its an unbreakable promise.

not just to stay fit and healthy.
i also want to be a better person.
i want to be a daughter, that you can be proud of.
i really wish to shine and let you know that i can do it.
i will not disappoint you anymore...

for i am daddy and mummy's xin gan bao bei.
daddy, i miss you. alotalot.
this song "xin gan bao bei" is what i feel the message you left for us now.
"wei wo ni yao hao hao zi ji bao zhong sheng ti."
"xin gan bao bei, bu yao huai yi, zui ai jiu shi ni."
to me this song is not a love song between a boy and a girl.
i treat it as a father to his love ones song...
daddy, all the nicknames you used to call me, i bare them in mind.
i remembered every moments with you and the family.
you are forever live in my heart, don't go away ok?

i love you, daddy.

i really want the old times back.
please, will time rewind?

my memories are kept strong for the importance.
what i do best, is cherish the treasures that i have.
and this is the strength i am proud of...

E.O's date

2008-03-31T00:59:00.000+08:00

31st March 2008 Monday

E.O 's DAY-OUT :D
at last went out with my deary zhumei !

(she must have haiya....for damn long liao. haha, now we manage to give ourselves a successful happy twist ^^V !)

okok.
got up in the noon around 1pm. bathe and all then go to PP with my lil vampire. lols.
accompany her to get her "Buy And Throw Away" school shoes xD
and of couse, BREAKFAST! i mean lunch... at MOS Burger.
aiya, half half fish burger with the lil vampire, had corn soup.
and OMG, lil vampire is such a bitch. purposely ate butterfly prawns and gave me all the O-so heavenly nice shoik faces. bleh! but hey you, my tanhan-ing skills very steady de OK!
muahahaha! then we took Bus 196 home, i need to rush home to get changed and meet my deary zhumei ! and guess what... we met on the bus! zhumei looks sleepy zZZ... but was excited for our E.O's date! lols. she so cute la~ loveher manymany!

we were abit late. so kind of rush with everything -_-! so when zhumei is done she called me from my corridor and ta-dah. our E.O's date starts from then onwards~...

hmmm...reached suntec bustop at about 4.30pm.
K called. She was wondering what bus to take from kallang leisure park to suntec.
HAHAHA! (i bet zhumei will LOLS when she read this part, the one in blue...)
we were all rushing to get our movie tickets " Rule #1 " at marine square first then go makan at the FOOD LOFT ?? forgot the food court name le. zhumei was craving for her POPIAH! hahaha!
while K had her Yong Tau Foo :D are you wondering what i will be eating? well well, just my home sugar cheese bread. nothing much. hais..boh bian. who ask my sensitive skin to be back. damn shit.

zhumei's image is important worrs~ haha. stuffs her popiah in her small mouth didn't want anyone to see. MEI LIAO LA ! lols.
okok. then we're done quite fast then chiong to the cinema le.
K go get her popcorn and drinks while me and zhumei camwhore alittle and off we go~ woohoo!

sitting position.
ME -> ZHUMEI -> K :D

lucky zhumei sat in the middle, couse in the end she's the one who was kiakia xD
by right i thought i'm supposed to be the timid one. HAHA!
you ah zhumei! funny lor. and always at the gan chiong part when the sound effects damn scary she will use my jacket and stretch her arms to cover my eyes xD and starts her AHHHHH~!!
K keeps ji siao her. lols. there's one part where got sound effects then everyone was like quite tense zhumei suddenly let out a " BOO! ". hahaha! everyone in the cinema went laughing out loud. whats more can i get from my zhumei.
she just makes me feel so happy and high :D
i feel relaxed going out with zhumei, she's just so bubbly , brighten up your days ("V")
thank you o~

and heng i brought my purple socks. kept me warm for awhile. cool!
socks on slippers. haha, don't diao or dots. my trend now :D
hack care you.

the " Rule #1 " was ok la, not that bad. Fiona Xie was wahhh freaking HOT!
but hard to understand the movie. but who cares, whats best is the process and the people you go with to enjoy. even if the movie sucks, at least there's someone there to entertain you!
zhumei done it all! she's pretty good at it. although " Rule #1 " was alright. she makes it even better xD good sial! rock on pig! muahaha!

after the movie we all walk walk around. abit the silent la.
must have bored K. but she say she's fine. don't know true anot. bleh!
and zhumei walk so FAST! and keep complaining me and K walk so S-L-O-W...
haha then zhumei went into the Royal Sporting House?? tried on some shoes and all..
damn funny. me and K was laughing at her, busy with her own stuffs xD
and yupyup. my legs was kind of cramp... felt abit gang khor with my leg's muscle.
humpfs. i'm forever stuck with all these shits. well, used to it le. so neh mind.

HAHA! (zhumei will !#$%^&)*&!@(***!! me if i used NEH mind!)

so we just walk and walk lor. until bustop. then K went home le.
then me and zhumei went Old Airport Road makan :D
yeah! explore see see makan what good. in the end we shared Fish Sliced Soup with 2 bowls of rice. nicenice. zhumei was stopping me from eating all the unhealthy food. hahaha!
good good. YES M'DM!
then we talked about our stuffs, say all out. blah blah blah. felt so much better and relieved. less troubles and more happy thoughts! woohoo!

then we walk home. on the way camwhore at the new LONG~~~ bridge.
its not that long afterall. all the orangy lights, hee :D nicenice.
ahh edited some of our E.O's pictures. shall share later..

then we reached home sweet home ("V")

thank you K and Zhumei for today.
its been nice gaigai with you two.
had made my day. xiexie ni duoduo.
next time it gonna be more FUN!
more talks and less bored ok!
when will our next day-out be...
can't wait.

the E.O's love :

the two nice pigs, hee :D

love is always in between us <3>

our sweet sweet E.O's Love
c'mon let twists again ^^V ok !!

what a memorable 31st March, Monday 2008......

Muuuuuuuuuuuuack. loveyou alotalot ; deary zhumei

my beloved :D

2008-03-12T01:31:00.000+08:00

12 March 2008 Wednesday

K left an offline message to jio me and joelle out for a movie on this wednesday/thursday.
"Di Yi Jie" :D

i hoping to watch it before the movie are ready and out. it will be out TOMORROW !!
i wanted to jio joelle and K too !! couse my other girlfriends all don't like watch horror movies and some will confirm find excuses to ditch me de D:

but i know joelle this week "grounded" lay, confirm can't go. so poor thing D: then i wanted to jio K out next week or even later to watch de...(but hahaha, i guessed K read my mind, K faster than me.) so joelle can go out with us !!
haha, though K asked us, but we both NOT FREE!!! damn sad lor, hias.
Sorry K, and thank you for jio-ing us to watch :D so nice!

keep raining freaking super ultra heavily lor...can't even WORK for even a second!
abit kua zhang but YA! rain non-stop know x( (means my salary gone for this week)
actually we only work on friday, saturday and sunday + public holidays de. but hor, this Saturday my cousin's wedding ! (FIRST mother' side cousin to get married worrs~)
so my mummy decided to work the whole week and since its March Holidays also, can bu hui the loss income for saturday ? but hais. God don't know for no reason cry until so terrible. Gosh, is something upset bothering you? God, i tolong you to say CHEESE from now onwards. you can cry when we're all asleep, wahh that will be super shiok sial xD

i've been busy this whole week !!! FREAKING BUSY! LOL, joelle named us " Business Women ". i busy with ecp work she busy with school work xD but we rocks la, hee :D
this week i was searching online for wedding congratulations greetings -_-!
diao, give me all those shits. then there's this ecard thingy,its like animation. its nice, but hor, the words appear and vanish so fast! i can't type it out fast into wordpad ! so i keep on replay the card to see and type out all the greetings words zZZ! i almost finish writing out the wedding card just that i need to sort of design the part where you write " dearest who & who "...

and YEAH ! i bought all my clothes ready for the wedding (day & night)!
spent so much money , need to save le if not pork kai.
mummy, da ge and me go shopping today !! WOOHOO~
but the damn rain spoils the mood lor. we travel from :
Kampong Arang -> Wisma -> Cineleisure -> Heeren -> Dhoby Gaut Mrt -> Harbour Front -> Vivo City -> Old Aiport Road Hawker Centre -> Kampong Arang -> Home Sweet Home :D

*yawn tired~

1,2,3 GOD SAY CHEESE WITH ME :D
please -_-!

I LOVE JOELLE SEETO JUHUI , zhumei ("V")
she's also another everything to me...
miss you much.

random

2008-03-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

2 March 2008 Sunday

just a random post.

i keep saying :" i feel fine. " when asked where i got posted to.
but do i really feel this way?
sometimes i wonder its that a lie.
maybe.
maybe not.

i can't change the fact that i'm in ITE.
i mean i don't look down on ITE schools or students.
but yea, to other people, they do find ITE an eeeew, bleh when they hear/see the words -ITE.
thats make me feel so hurt.

eg. ITE is for stupid (i hate this word alotalot) and dumber people to study. All ITE students all AhBengs, Chao Ah Lian, Pai Kia. All is like cannot study type la.
Its The End for them, no hope one.

i don't agree with that. seriously.
but why do people keep saying that and feel this way towards ITE ?
although i disagree with it, but with all these rumours and all this shits keep nagging at my ears, i had enough. you won. made me feel like how you guys feel i am like in ITE, which you think it is !

i tolerate.
i control.
i did everything to stop my emotions being thrashed up.
hais. why must it be me?

my mummy talked to me.

Mummy said: " Don't feel so down. ITE may be an easy way out for you since you are seriously a slow learner. But thats doesn't mean you are dumb or hopeless. Even if you're not in poly its ok. ITE is not a bad school. Don't compare ITE and Polys, they are actually the same, equal status. If you really feel bad getting into ITE, then treat it as God wants you to feel less stress towards study, you're not so pressurise being in ITE as compared to Polys. You got offered to ITE, feel honoured that there's a school that would wants to accept you. As long as you got books and a place to study, it doesn't make any different where you studied from. Is how you look into this matter and how you feel towards it. Don't get confused by others's words. Its all depend on how you study the books and apply it to your knowledge/skills. Also, if you judge the school, you're judging yourself as well. If you listen to others's words, you will not be happy in ITE, can never accept yourself and the school . But if you think, Hey ITE is ok what. We learn things differently and are more skilled (due to more hands on work). Students there are ok as well. ITE is just a name, why feel so inferior about it? Anyway, the government are building more and more ITE schools means they strongly feel that there's a need to increase skilled workforce be in the working industry ASAP. You will mean alot to them. ITE is how you judge it, just likehow you judge a person. If you think its/she's/he's like this, then they are like what you think lor. If not so be it. Follow your heart. Don't keep think of the word ITE, just study happily and put in your 100% effort. Be happy of who and what you are :D " -translated to English for better understanding. If in Chinese, it will be meant so much better.

yupyup. its true. i feel fine :D
i feel so good after my mummy's talk. She makes me understand. But i feel so bad/guilty that i kind of disappoint her. So i hope i can achieve at least a something, maybe award or be recognise for my hardwork in ITE and show it to her. Hope i can excel. hehe.

the terrible feelings are back again.
though i no longer have the " O, damn it. ITE is a %!#$%^&*!!~^&*()_+ "
but seeing all my friends around me getting into Polys/JCs of their choice, i do feel sad/angry about myself. Some of my friends who didn't really excel during normal CA/SA exams, all scored better than me in Os. I am happy for them but i can't feel the same way towards myself. Although i am satisfied with my results couse i didn't really expected to get that results and i feel remarkable. haha. (maybe not for you but ya me). weird lor. hias. i just got to blame myself for maybe not working hard enough though i thought i had given my best shot -_-!

O well, it feel so good letting all out at one go.
leaving nothing but a fullstop.

erase all unhappiness, c'mon its life.
accept the way it is and be happy about it.
if there's no ups and downs in your life,
it isn't life.
it means you're abnormal. oops.
SO COME ALIVE AND SHINE WITH ME :D

ITE check up

2008-02-25T15:27:00.003+08:00

25 Febuary 2008 Monday

ALLELUIA~

Chest X-ray
Urine test
Blood test

whats more?
gonna faint soon.

suck quite alot of my blood, feel so nuah nuah.
( damn, hope i got no troubles handling with my food later on at Raffles Hotel)

hahaha! GOSH.
it also mean i got to wear a dress.
( dress is seriously ain't my cup of tea) hahaha!

i'm SUPPOSE to lose weight. ( at least a 2kg)
BUT hahaha, i doubt so.
i guess its a GAIN instead XD

WOOHOO! love fats.
i just can't seem to be getting rid of them.
(guess they love me toomuch. just TOOMUCH) got it fats?

i hope to say BYE to you ASAP!!!! seriously fats.

Bishan

2008-02-24T15:20:00.001+08:00

24 Febuary 2008 Sunday

took Bus 13 from Bishan to East Coast.
( god damn it) O, i'm sorry.
i mean ( ah la, damn it.)

i saw this OMG cute guy.
(don't you know you got darn nice skin tone)
HE's HOT.

muahaha, he's an athelic ( pardon me for my spellings)
woot. nicenice (but it would be better if you shave off your little moustache xD)

i got a question.
what kind of reaction you will give when you saw someone HOT be it a male/female.
hmmm, will your heart skip a beat, or beating like damn fast gonna vomit it out from your mouth. eeeeee, digusting but who knows la. i mean example only. HAHA.
aiya, i guess its natural to feel in all kind of ways right? if not, you're really ABNORMAL.
like seriously.

i got another question.
how is a girl like?
must a girl be bitchy to be a girl ?
must a girl be bimbotic to be a girl?
i mean what damn things do girls always do?
i mean what the heck.

gosh, i think its a long list ya. i'm just wondering.
hahaha, how do girls talk ? do they always do those bitches' hand movements.
and goes " you go girl. " " ARH. " " O. MY GAD. "

boys are more simple. haha, to me la.
easier to be, no need to fake around.
have a cool attitude. hmm.

really got a nice day!
damn tired after work. so night.

jeff dunham

2008-02-22T15:13:00.000+08:00

22 Febuary 2008 Friday

haha, my blog is dead for sometimes.
i'm sooooooooooorryyy xD

ok people, go to www.youtube.com and search for jeff dunham.
when you're done, click for jeff dunham & achmed the dead terrorist.
watch it, dude and babes and LOL.
( i meant it, unless you're not one of them) muahaha.

then after watching that, click for jeff dunham & achmed -Jingle Bombs.
followed by : jeff dunham & peanut 1,2 & 3.
there are 3 parts for these.

ok. sit back , relax and just laugh it out.
its not just for entertainment but by laughing you can also burn 3.5 calories of fats!

BYEE!

i got liao too ok!

2008-01-16T17:09:00.000+08:00

16 January 2008, Wednesday

i received your comments at my friendster.
i can say you're pretty upset about yourself.
i know you're frustrated by all this and wants to call it a stop.
i just want to tell you you're not alone.
i am always your twinny.

this is from me to you :

" TWIN!!

i knew it was the school life that make you feel so... ARGHH!
i can understand what your stress is like.
because i felt this way too.

sort of being stuck nowhere.
belittle yourself, think you can't make it...
all those craps and shits,
making you feel like one fucking lousy rubbish.
so alone.lonely.
like why in the hell i'm ditch. in a lurch.
want to say it out but you trust no one,
because anyone or everyone will shoot you back with:
"if you can't take it, thats it. please leave."
those kind of hurtful words.
the time when you really need some console, it became like a knife stab into your wounds once more. ARGHHH!

but ya, twin.
i thought about it[for me] and i hope you can do it too :)
like i'm a grown-up. i must settle and handle things by myself, no matter how difficult/bad the situations are. Things have changed, life is different now then before.
Negative thoughts will get you nowhere.
So why not be optimistic :D

Everyday is like that one.
A day just come and go.
Why waste a day with all those shits in your mind, making it such an unpleasant day?
i've learnt liao, hehe.

Whatever you do, you must think twice.
eg: you must think, if you think negatively, what will you get at the end of the day?
Answer: Nothing changed. Just leading more shits to come.

Then if you think optimisticly, what will you get at the end of the day?
Answer: Smile :D Shits all flush down the toilet bowl. Though, you will feel tired because you will tend to keep thinking of those unhappy things, but as days come by, you will feel more natural. Those shits will not hinder or get in your way because you know how to flush them away :D
At the end of the day, what you'll get is a stronger you.

haha! woohoo~ i feel so good sharing all these with you :)
i really hope that it make sense. though it sound so haha-_-!
you know. i don't know how to use those chim chim words.
i try to agar agar find something to replace something and put it in a way to create something that was suppose to mean something.
haha, confuse? yup, but aiya, you can understand de right?
because GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE, YO!

and sorry ah, my comment become compo.
i hope you stand up again.and get ready for the next battle awaiting for you.
if you don't get into the ring to fight, you'll never have a chance to prove yourself, you'll win.
who knows tiny weeny twin VS big jumbo alex will attract spectators.
Alot of your fans will be cheering for you to knock B.J.A down :D

haha, its the same. No matter how big the challengers are, don't forget, you still got US to support you all the way! No matter how much of your opponents' BOOS to you, never give up. And thank you them for giving you the Criticism to carry on the battle, prove to them what you've got.

mei you pi ping, ren jiu bu hui you jing bu.
jing bu jiu zhen ming le, ni shi xing de :D

ok, *ling ling ling. xia ke le!
wu zhu ren jiu shuo dao zhe!

take care! "

the new beginning starts from your first step.
twin, you're not forsaken.
twinny is always here supporting you in all ways by all means.

i loves you like how much you love me.
infinite friendships never end.
its still carry on, don't worry...

working.

2008-01-13T01:39:00.000+08:00

13 January 2008, Sunday

another day at work.
damn sunny! HOT LIKE -_-!

damn sian today!
SUPER.

SIAN.
SIAN.
SIAN.

then heavy rain in the evening -_-!
haha, poor miffra lost bet to aloy.
aloy bet it will rain while miffra say it won't !!
guess whats the bet?
A TREAT TO FUNAN SAKAE SUSHI!!
haha, all the best la, miffra :D

today i'm not feeling well. in all ways by all means.
maybe is the ice-cream i had when i woke up.
shitted twice.
shoik sial.

i was talking to winny[dog] in my room. we were alone.
i talk about daddy.
she seem to understand.
she sat close beside me and lie down.
then i gave her a few pat. and sayang her.
haha, then she sleep!!
so cute!
ahh, i think she misses daddy too.

ahhh, just another day of work.
and someone shedding crocodile's tears -_-!
never shed la. but so fake.
you are not so wei da so stop saying yourself until you are like one big fuck.
whose mum's kids, i really pity their mum. arghhh.
thank you very much.

haha, and we had cheese dogs & toast for supper. nicenice :D

ok. thats about it!
i will still respect you though.
sorry, too much personal frustration.
could not reveal nor share.

Singapore Poly Open House 2008 :D

2008-01-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

12 January 2008, Saturday

SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC OPEN HOUSE 2008!
AT LAST!
i was so afraid no one going to go with me D:

phew.
joelle went with me!
I WAS HAPPY :D

actually was jio-ing ada. but she say she can't stay for long. so i told her we shall meet each other the next time ba :) cos i think i will stay there for damn long. so ya, changed my date partner to JOELLE!!! i thought joelle will not go de, so didn't jio her.
WOW!! hehe, but joelle jio-ed me :D [ada woke up at 6pm when joelle and I came back lor-_-!]

i smile from my heart when joelle asked me.
cos i have been feeling like alone although there's still quite a number in my family.
but ya, lonely -_-!
i thought i'm forgotten when my close friends all made into JCs D:
i'm happy for them but yet in my heart i felt upset about it.
about me.

like why in the hell i'm ditch.
in a lurch.
nowhere.
i could only blame myself for this.
but hais.
whatever.
life still has to move on :) hehe. right K ?

poly is still not so bad afterall :D
i was not prepared for the courses to take.
so i went to http://www.sp.edu.sg/ last night. then i did their personality survey.
there were many questions and TA-DAH!
it states that i'm quite of a psycologist. a HR....
hehe. which means HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT & PSYCOLOGY is a on la!

it makes me relief. i feel that i should follow my heart.
hmmm, met pork pork and charmaine at SP.
i did enjoy myself with them :D
ok, blah blah blah.
then go home. took Bus 14. 1hour + of journey, sit until backaches. damn sleepy -_-!
joelle also couldn't take it. hahaha!

then she came my house to play audition xD
since she just stay upstairs of me.
then i sweep the floor, changed 3 times of the magiclean cloth. DIRTY~
then i ate 6 pieces of butter biscuits. *joelle just keep thinking i'm hungry~
then watched hot chick or chic? from 7.30pm - 9.30pm
then switched channel, watch "zhou ri 8 dian dang" till 11pm :)
was tired la. but TV more important!
winny[dog] was slacking, sleeping on the SOFA! which is not supposed to!

joelle went home at 10pm. then later she brought down char siew rice for me!
her parents da bao de. so sweet hor. and DURIANS!! so long never smell or eat le!
i hurry eat finish the char siew rice! not becos i'm hungry la, is i scared i take a long time returning the bowl. haha! keep forgetting to return, abit paiseh. eat le then hurry return!
hehe. i thank you joelle's dad and he replied: " no need to mention,haha :D " so fatherly...
such nice neighbours. i will never forget!

then was chatting with heather jie and joelle mei online :)
was damn funny la. but you don't wish me to tell you everything here right?! haha!
then was blogging about today post. i just can't stop typing. hehe i spent hours posting this up!
then chatted with twin. i drive her computer crazy making it lacker and lacker xD

ok then. mummy, aloy and sis got back home,bought SUBWAY [extra ingredients]!
then mummy was telling me she got an electric shock in the noon at ecp. becos of some unplug wire dangling in the mid air! my uncle had left it there. so irritating. mummy rolled the wire then kana zap! she went AHHHHHH~shiver. then my uncle helped her. OMG. freak me out totally man. mummy was nearly dead. good grief she's alright, just some burnt scars at her wrist D: heng, got guan yin ma bor bi! ping ping an an, heng heng boh dai ji :D

then she eat finish all the DURIANS!! she say YUMMY :D *thank you joelle&family.
haha, i just missed my cartoon anime! i thought it starts at 1.30am, but not! it starts at 1am and ENDS at 1.30am -_-! managed to catch it for few minutes. have been missing my 100% entertainment too! arghhh. wonder what had happened to me. normally TV timetable is a no problem to me. but now, hais. i think too much of some whatever stress from everywhere make me loss my focus on my loves-to-do-stuffs.

hais. forget it. when its fated, its fated.
alright i guess i'll end here. too long.
take care my friends.

for i'm gonna miss all of you :D

*pictures uploaded in awhile time yea? loves :)

okok, gotta chat with stupid ada now. HAHA!

jolene & dillion *yawn yawn yawn

2008-01-11T02:35:00.000+08:00

11 January 2008, Friday

didn't go to work today.
was waiting for sugar uncle to come and deliver to our doorstep.
so mummy and aloy go open stall first.

sian de lor.
from early noon wait until late noon.
so i watched my scv 55 from 5.05pm --6.05pm :)
nice nice. hongkong drama is worthwhile watching.

sugar uncle came around then.
but then the sky seems dark. not a good day kind of thing lay.
then mummy call ask me don't go ecp le lor.
its like drizzling. blah blah blah.

but, i'm all ready to go.
lazy to change out my clothes xD
but also lazy to go ecp...
hais.

these few days don't know la.
i don't know what i'm doing also.
my smile seems to be lesser each day.
and the stress, the troubles, the nonsense in me seems to be increasing.
trying hard to force my smile out.
sorry J. sorry K.

soon.
i'm gonna lose control.

ok the day seems to be sian. sian. and ya, just sian lor.
until at night. when everyones back.
alittle noise seems to make me feel alittle more alive.

then at 3+am, neighbour [jolene & her boyfriend, dillion] pop at our corridor window.
then mummy started talking to them through the window.
at first was only about a 15-20mins chat.
later, mummy asked them whether want to have a chat in our house :)
dillion say he anything see jolene how lor. haha, jolene also anything de!
then haha, here come the doom.

chat all kind of topics.
tick tock.

heng, me and aloy playing metal slug 3 on computer. damn fun man!
then jolene say we siao liao. play until so much noise -_-!

4.15am. *yawn from jolene.
few minutes later is dillion xD
then more yawns from them!

mummy say they lousy la.
then they say they leaving le.
but, mummy chat with them again, so they chatted along. then they not tired le xD
watched cartoon and all.
we played until mission complete then off computer le.
then pushed our chairs and join in the conversation :D

until 5.15am!
then we bid good bye -_-!

*YAWN!
orh orh time.
bye!

-i'm still not ok :'(
just didn't want J & K to know...

cheer up, CHEESE :D

2008-01-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

4 January 2008, Friday

i'm sad.

i'm tired.

i'm stress...
shall i stop myself from moving?

the answer is NO.

for K had said to me :

" forget that friend, and move on, time will past and it time to stand up for ur own...in this world, many thing can happen and the world is not fair, there are more challenges ahead, so u hav to face it, but not hidding in a small space...
plus u study for ur own future, not for friend, friend can be found easily.
life is just like taking a bus, understand?
btw last sentence, if u stop ur life, u will not move anywhere, if u move a few step, u will found urself in a new stage...ok?
and one time
dun fake fake smile ar, MUST SMILE AR "

thank you, i will de. CHEESE :D

CHRISTMAS!

2007-12-25T02:33:00.000+08:00

25 December 2007 Tuesday

HOHOHO!
SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN :D

haha, yesterday was extremely a joyful fun-day!
closed at 2am+ ba...
*yawn.

back to work again.
today business was rolling in money.
WOOHOO!
cool~

but stand until leg pain.
guess what?
of cos is PUT KOYOK la!
when go home la.
*mummy don't like me to show my koyokS in public. -_-!

but my KC friends see my koyoks as an everyday kinda thing :D
some even say my birthday present would be packets of KOYOKS!
which i actually don't mind at all !!
cos...KOYOKS very expensive lay!!! xD

yup, christmas.
its just like another day.
time passes so fast.
its a pity that time canot rewind.
if can, it will be so good :)

cos...
imissyou,daddy.

MERRY CHRISTMAS :D

2007-12-24T01:52:00.000+08:00

24 December 2007 Monday

CHRISTMAS EVE !!

will be working OT at ecp today :D
counting down, and of cos...
making BIG MONEY $$$ !!!

haha.
was fun.
business was supreme good to the max !
spinning candy floss...
i think we sold about more than 300+ sticks?!
too much sugar is bad for health but hack la xD

was busy serving customer though.
bro was busy drawing pictures on the free ballon given out to KIDS.
but ya, we got it too! he drew it for friends at ecp!

nothing much also.
only until when...

10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 !!
MERRY CHRISTMAS :D !!!

and its SPRAYYYYYYYYYY~ time :)

haha, the kiddy funfair's workers are a blast man!
havoc. but was really funny seeing them play until slippers spoil!
really FOAM FIGHT!
hohoho, and one turn out to be a snowman at the end of the day xD

our stall is the safest territory.
they came to "hide" at our stall.
cos doing business so can't spray at our area :)
but i didn't got time to play with the SPRAY!
its ok. watching them was good enough.

getting srayed was horrid. i've experience it before.
EEEEEEW and YUCKS are all i could say.
its hard getting rid of these soapy, slimy, sticky foam off your body when you bathe!
and i really got a sensitive skin i guess, i got red patches on my skin and start to itch a little.
but haha, its all worthwhile.
cos its CHRISTMAS!!

alright friends,
have a joyful christmas :D

loves and take care :)

grad pics -edited

2007-12-12T15:06:00.000+08:00

12 December 2007 Wednesday

winny woke me up again at 1.25pm :D

raindrops.
made me bored.
work was stopped.
no.
we didn't go at all.

then i was using com.
msn.
bernie sent me graduation pictures.
and i went photoshop :D
there you go.

enjoy :)

yeah !

BEST la.

cute huh :D

loves nic.

just another day

2007-12-11T14:41:00.000+08:00

11 December 2007 Tuesday

winny woke me up at 1.20pm :)

sian lay.
mouth got ulcer. [left cheek]
can't talk with my mouth open wide xD

ok whatever.
i'm done with
-folding clothes
-sweeping floor
:D

this is random.
but i just envy those who can blog every single day!
i mean is so unbelievable lor.
how can sia.
so...
hard :/

mostly all my posts were weeks later or even months then is posted.
hahaha! lucky now the system change, they allow you to key in the dates to publish your post.
if not you'll think my blog's...
DEAD.

alright for now.
hmmm.
rain stopped.

i guess its time for work :D

CALISTA wrote the ones in the stupid bright green.
Sisi here :D
hahah. blog for you! cause i can blog everyday unlike you,
lousyy pok! lalala (: &&&&&&you are just simply lazyy not bcus its hard.
stop SINGING to me will you?!?
&i knw i rock hardcore :D
&yea, to you. hardcore means to the damm of the max. larh! :D
haha :D whoooooooooooooo. &f.y.i (for your information) cause i knw you dont rly knw integers, so () is to help you.
i dno why am i typingg all these. cause im just bored but i dont feel lyk swooshing to the table to study bio :D
so i shall waste time hereeee (: teehee!
&you b.h just act cute to me. b.h( bloody hell ) nt buay hiao -.-
LOL. Oh &also. nxt time dont so geh kiang. dont so fast change cause end up also have to change bck derh.
LMAO. see your facee jst nw. smeone's talking to you. but yea, im bloggingg :D
so scrammmm! haha.
Oh. its joelle :D &your one layer of skin is cut off. XD
greattttt :D now mummy wnts me to studyy. oh man!
i cant bear tooooooo. but no choicee.
till nxt timmeeeee (:
byebye! btw, im a rock chic :D
so longggggg!

SHOW

2007-12-10T15:45:00.000+08:00

10 December 2007 Monday

歌曲：一支独秀
歌手：罗志祥

爱爱爱爱
准备大显身手
i i i i
战斗
爱爱爱爱
看我一枝独秀
爱爱爱爱

我挣脱紧箍咒
踩上好汉坡
泥碰头头练功
就等这一刻
让喉咙吼一吼
冲破你耳膜
此刻你听到的节奏是我的脉搏
这世界冷飕飕单调得像碗粥
胜者为王败为寇想熬出头混不得
闭上眼握拳头机会你要掌握
我不再做某某某要你记住我

爱爱爱爱
准备大显身手
i i i i
战斗
爱爱爱爱
看我一枝独秀
爱爱爱爱

求菩萨拜码头
就等这一刻
血液里燃烧着
像洪水猛兽
你是否也感受
胸口那把火
欢迎跟我切磋切磋或帮我加油
招式看来简陋
却能拳拳到肉
真功夫当作献丑谈笑之间别苗头
将一般的动作肯定独步宇宙
我有把握跟着我
能独占鳌头

爱爱爱爱
准备大显身手
i i i i
战斗
爱爱爱爱
看我一枝独秀
爱爱爱爱

这世界冷飕飕单调得像碗粥
胜者为王败为寇想熬出头混不得
闭上眼握拳头机会你要掌握
我不再做某某某要你记住我

爱爱爱爱
准备大显身手
i i i i
战斗
爱爱爱爱
看我一枝独秀
爱爱爱爱

I AM CASSHOW

nice song

2007-12-08T14:18:00.000+08:00

8 December 2007 Thursday

i was watching scv- taiwan's chao ji xing guang da dao.

it was nice.

and happen to hear lin you jia singing this song :)

he sang with emotions, quite touched.

the actual singer was chen xiao chun !

but it sound so different.

both are nice :)

hehe.

yea, that's about it.

just wanna share :D

林宥嘉

陳小春

我爱的人

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑

im sick D:

2007-11-13T18:01:00.000+08:00

13 November 2007 Tuesday

I'm SICK.
and is horrible D:

last night was a terrible night.
hardly had enough sleep.

trying to unblock my nose.
blowing my nose hard.
in and out of the toilet.
catching my breathe.
feeling feverish.
throat pain.
bodyaches.

now my neck is a little swollen.
the throat part.
and my voice is darn sweet laaa~

wahahaha.
sian.

hope to get well soon.
tml meeting bitch.
sorry bitch if i can't make it.
i'll try :D

today i have been chatting with Heather jie for hours online.
i will remember what you said :D
Thank you jie, i love you.

i love myself, YEAH!

Os are OVER~

2007-11-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

6 November 2007 Tuesday

O LEVEL - FINALLY COME TO AN END!
YEA BABY YEA :D

wah shit la.
my bio/chem MCQs sucks.
so far i got 17/40 correct!
dont know can still pass science anot lay : (
hais. hopefully lor.

9.30am

we dismissed.
around that time.
5 hours break to the next paper - LITERATURE PAPER 1

at 2.00pm

MACBETH.
i did the questions on "evil triumphs over good" .
heng i watch scv. the subtitle got this sentence appear tons of time!
so i know what it means :D
haha.
i did question 6.
kanasai la.
i hope can do it lor.
write until hand tired xD

at 4.30pm

THE CALLING OF KINDRED.
best man.
grandfather, grandmother came out.
But the way they ask i unsure lay.
so i agar agar, write their characters nia.
usual things.
ok then next i did the Q5a(i)
'Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night' &
'My Heart Leaps Up'.
those were the poems i really read.
hmm. but i don't know how to express my thoughts/feelings :(
everything like so-so.
aiyaya.

haha.
i finished my paper when they stop us,
i just can't stop smiling to myself :)
couse its OVER!

Can I Do It?
yea, you can !
i'm sure you do :)
JIA YOU :D

6.45pm

reach home!
damn sleepy zZZ
but never sleep. haha!
da bao hongkong mee from hawker.
sian.
then help mummy write the names of the "kiam sng tee".
then watch tv.
then bathe.
then OMG.
i farted on bed and my pants got hole xD
it happened once before!
but my mum say before i fart got hole le.
and that pants i wore to go hawker buy food !!
its really spilt into half !
BUT I THINK WHEN I GO HAWKER HAVEN SPLIT YET!
hopefully~
if not. die lor xD

WAHAHA!
haiya~ my pants.
that pants very liang de sia.
i no more of this kind of pants le :(
all school PE shorts.

then hmmm around 10pm+?
me and sis bake waffles to eat!
2 each.
yea, now she asleep.
i soon lor :D

ok , now.
haha.
BYE !

going to help out at mum's popcorn stall tml :D
yea baby.
woohoo~

Cass BORING

2007-11-03T18:08:00.000+08:00

2 November 2007 Friday

Biology Paper today.
was easy but yet tough for me :(

haha hope i can do it !

go home very sian.
edit and took alot of pictures lor :D
BOREDOM when you're HOME ALONE :

Life in KC :)

I'm a KC Schoolgirl :D
MUAHAHA XD

changing out my uniform

MYSELF :D
ROCK It Baby!

Yeah :D

after bathe - night
My Nuisance Face xD

I AGREE TOTALLY :D

mom's sick

2007-10-26T02:45:00.000+08:00

25-26 October 2007 Thursday-Friday

just now was 10.30pm
watched american's next top model.
chio sia.

YES! that FAT BLACK WOMAN go home!!
woohoo~
she sucks.

i like the renee ah? blonde hair. married le. got baby boy le :D
that one lor :)

ok, SCV now no nice shows. Ten Brothers just finished :(
but good la, can concentrate on studies.
-__-!

hais.
mummy not feeling well.
keep vomiting non-stop.
help her apply oil on her back to feel better.

Get Well Soon,
take care mummy :D

1am + she's asleep.

now is 2.15am
haha, i blogging.
soo long no blog.
damn sian........................

tomorrow NO PAPER!!
yeah :D
thats why i can blog~

ok SAYONARA~

Os- Elective Geography

2007-10-25T02:38:00.000+08:00

25 October 2007 Thursday

ELECTIVE GEOGRAPHY
study till 3am,
bei tahan liao,
go orh orh suah.

paper starts at 2.30pm :D
ho say la.

haha, my right big toe damn pain.
swollen.
couse i bump onto the table leg.
plus sis got stepped !!

mummy help me remove the nails and the whatever that is diao onto my big toe :D
apply ZAMBUK.
woohoo~ no more pain :)

i only read all the answers for those previous papers we did that ms soo give.
heck le la.

map sucks.
questions sucks.

i remember abit nia sia.
sian ji buah.

never finish la.
hais.

All the Best l iao le sia D:

YESTERDAY & TODAY
Bitch forever making me missed my Bus 196 TWICE , to go home xD

O yes,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CINDY :D !! [cousin]
AI NI O~

Os- Chemistry

2007-10-24T02:26:00.000+08:00

24 October 2007 Wednesday

CHEMISTRY PAPER.
stayed up till 4.20am to study dont know for what!

in the end come out all i forgot.
dont know how they set the paper.
gan du lan .

i see the paper.
wah seh.

i said : "Guan ying niang niang, guan ying niang niang, bu yao zhe yang zuo nong wo lay!"
nearly cry infront of the paper sia.

mole give tonnes for what sia!
i skipped that and you come out that!
****er.

tick tick cross cross.
tikam tikam la.

die already lor.
cambridge win already lor.
i make sure i score for MCQs.
you make sure you set the paper properly.

hmmm.
i told shushan that alkane & alkene, metal and moles will come out.
really come out :D
but wonder how she do.
all the best :)

hahaha!
byebye.

bitch 16 birthday :D

2007-10-19T03:08:00.000+08:00

19 October 2007 Friday

BIG BLOODY BOOBIES BASTARD BONKEY BITCH
is 16 :D

Happy Bitchday !!
May your Bitchy dreams come Bitching true :)

Dog Loves Bitch.

hahahaha!
I call ada a BITCH.
ada call me a DOG.

she's my BITCH :D
and dog enjoyed having this BIG BOOBIES BITCH with me.
can't take it when she shake her boobies.
OMG.
EARTHQUAKE!

WAHAHAHA!

hey, give you your card and present after Os :)

DOG LOVES BITCH.
BITCH LOVES DOG :D

Os - practical

2007-10-18T00:19:00.000+08:00

18 0ctober 2007 Thursday

hais. my blog is dead.
no la, no time only.

i'll update my August post after Os :)
i'll be back, just wait long long~

TODAY WAS SCIENCE PRACTICAL !

OMG. screwed up.
prelims was much easier to handle.

CHEMISTRY PRACTICAL

i was fipping and flipping the papers.
wondering to do biology or chemistry practical first.
i took a quick glance , most of them never touch chemistry yet,
so i did biology part first.

later then i realised hard to do lay,
so do chemistry first lor.

SIAN. i did the first part i want to DIE le.
i keep kana stuck lor.
damn hard sia.

my solutions i got all was clear. clear. CLEAR!
then dont know i got do wrongly anot lay.
but just dont care le la.
anyhow do lor.
i think i crack the test tube.
WAHAHA. heck la.

when i heat the Q powder,
the flame keep touched my hand.
HAHA. then Q turn yellow then black.
then i put the test tube under water.
then " CRACK ".
oops.

i ji tao anyhow do/write already.

BIOLOGY PRACTICAL

ok, i kind of screwed up everything.
i drew the exactly like Fig 2.2 la! - just that mine look BIGGER -_-!
when suppose to draw the ovary, ovule, stigma and style..
i just did total shits and craps.

I AM SCREWED UP~!
I AM SCREWED UP~!
I AM SCREWED UP~!

GO HOME TIME

at last sia!
stay in AVA room for 4 HOURS.
sui shou de liao~!
super slack.
haha.
403 maciam having picnic sia.
i brought 2 potato chips :D
bernie lagi worse.
kiasu WAHAHA!
alot alot!
then 1.30pm released us off.

AFTER SCHOOL
meet mummy at Marine Parade POSB Bank.
waited for sister to meet us so can go makan makan.
damn HUNGRY!
3pm she reached!
we eat HEALTHY LAKSA & FISH BEEHOON SOUP~
but no HUM not nice x(
mummy and sister can't finish,
so i long znong bao ka liao :D

I'm COOL~

then we go eat dessert right after!
but i still prefer my LaoBu's dessert!
aiya all she cook and make one are darn SPLENDID!
DELICIOUS to the SUPREME OF SUPREME :D

then sister go make her spectacles.
heng that time i got take he $100 vouncher, if not damn EXPENSIVE sia!
her spectacles now nicer~
her degree went up alittle :(

then we went to see sister's HP.
she wants to change another one !!
OMG. stop it la.

but i don't like her HP she using,
couse same as my DIGUSTING TEACHER I HATED TO THE MAX until cannot max!!!

we went NTUC buy food and alot alot la.
then go HOME!!
weee~ FUN DAY :D

ok thats about it.
BYE.

ECP :)

2007-10-14T02:59:00.000+08:00

14 October 2007 Sunday

wasted 4 days to revise chemistry.
damn sian~

at last got mood to study le,
mummy called home.

ask me and sister go ECP popcorn/candyfloss stall.
hais.
bring down cotton wools for auntie sheryl -for her to do something with tattoo.
boh bian , we hurry bathe and took a cab down to ECP.

6pm+ we left.
the cabs like all taken sia.
heng go one.
but that uncle damn funny!

HAHAHA.
he dont know how to go by our way,
so I LED THE WAY :D
he passed the dunman high secondary hostel he say look like condo sia.
he kept repeating it and told us the new location of DHSS.
he kept mixing the place up!
aiyaya.
funny~

went there to settle our dinner,
JAPANESE FOOD :D - my chawamushi!!

benny [cousin] keep scare me xD
hahaa, i realise i like to say OMG. when kana scared.

ECP 's people at that area are friendly :D
hais, Auntie Rosita never work there le.
she's damn funky :)
miss her~

study with bernay (:

2007-08-16T19:37:00.000+08:00

16 August 2007 Thurday

haha :D

today was Elective Geography Test.
i kind of mixed everything up :X

yup yup,
just pray hard that it will still be correct :)
hope there's still a mark here and there.

hmm, nothing much on Thurday.
except during our 5 free periods :D
we either ,
EAT!
PLAY :)
SLEEP zZ
STUDY~

bernay (:
the tutor that goes RAHHH~

haha :D
she thought me biology on Cells and Biotechnology!
for your information:

the process of - YOGHURT MAKING :)

- Fermenting of milk
- Use of bacteria
-Remove oxygen to create anaerobic condition

-Respire anaerobically to produce lactic acid
-Lactic acid causes milk protein (caesin) to curdle
-YOGHURT IS FORMED :D !!

the process of - CHEESE MAKING :)

-Milk sugar ferment lactic acid

-Use of bacteria and fungi

-Lactic acid curdles milk protein

-The curdled milk protein + fats is removed
-CHEESE IS PRODUCED :D !!

we left school at 1:15pm :)
went Parkway Coffee Bean to study !

studied biology again.
in the end i doze off.

OMG.
Bernay and Jolyn !!
took pictures when i'm asleep xD

to jolyn : " Thanks ah~"
HAHA!

there it is :

Sleeping Buddha

BERNAY(: got excited when she saw Sleeping Buddha

haha :D
didn't know my first picture with Bernay(: would be like that.
my reputation and image all gone.

iloveyou
bernay(:

out with SK

2007-08-10T22:30:00.000+08:00

10 August 2007 Friday

这是一个不能说的秘密

不管能不能见面
不管你会不会忘了我
我只想告诉你一个秘密
我爱你
Jay's Production.
Jay's Imagination.
was romantic :)

i cried at some touching scenes.
it was a good movie.
something that could make you think about it after you watched it :D

But i still cannot understand the movie.
just half half.
i need to watch it again :)
or maybe get the DVD!

after watching the super ultra romantic movie,
we walk around, did some window shopping.
at takashimaya :D
all those shops is can go in but come out with nothing one.
for tai tai~
i'm quite surprise that there's alot of taitais in Singapore.
means Singapore's economy doing good ? HAHA :)
maybe.

OMG. then we went to heeren.
HMV :)
then later we were approaching an escalator, as we wanted to go up.
the funny part is there's this emily girl picture infront of us,
so i ask cho to see.
then i was holding on to the hand rail? at the escalator.
i find it damn weird ,like how come my hands can't follow the rail up.
HAHA!
so is cho.
guess what.
the escalator is coming down.
and we were like forcing it to bring us up kind of thing, without loking at the direction it was actually going xD
there were lots of people coming down la.
and we burst out laughing.
trust me.
it was embarassing :x
BUT still,
we enjoyed LOL :D

then we went to StarBucks to have a drink.
haha. the main point is to CHIT CHAT,
it had been a long time since we last chatted!
haha. we sure took loads of crazy pictures :D

haha. but i got thing to say.
the one who asked for my order, that lady is damn annoying.
she like so bu shuang, and got irritated by me or something.
she got NO PATIENT.
heng, there was no feedback form.
if not, she will face the consequences :D

the chinese quotes i followed how soek khern wrote in her blog :)

Jay is a very romantic lover.
my ideal partner for my life.
i really hope my the other half would be like him :)
yea, just wish.

this movie is really a secret and i will not reveal it.
i love it :D
i went crazy with twin, soek khern :)

i've got back those crazy moments :D
iloveyou.

jogging/cycling

2007-08-05T15:58:00.000+08:00

5 August 2007 Sunday

9.30am ,
woke up in the morning :)

hazel came over.
dressed up winny,
and off we go to east coast park :D

we went cycling instead of jogging.
its been such a long time since i really exercise.
my muscle~

we cycle for about 3hours :)
from east coast to bedok jetty.
from bedok jetty to changi.
from changi to lagoon hawker centre.
from lagoon hawker centre to east coast.

cool.
i prefer to cycle back :D
windy-er.

winny was damn funny.
we cycle to her favourite spot.
and there she goes,
toss and turn :)

i took a little nap on the comfy bench.
with the refreshing air,
and the cool breeze.

after awhile,
we got hungry.
we cycle to a hawker.
haha.
i can't find the wanton mee stall~
in the end hazel bought the food.

she found it!!
but i walked 2 damn rounds,
but nothing :(

haha.
we drank sugar cane.
ate wanton mee + sui jiao soup.
BBQ chicken wings.

winny had some of course.
she swallowed them down her throat.
and.

the consequences of doing that,
led her to vomit.
funny she..

then we cycle back.
OMG.
hot hot hot.
i meant their body.

those guys, look like some sergeants :)
so tann,
their pacs.
not cool.
but HOT !

we cycle back to the 'rent bicycle shop'.
walked to popcorn/candyfloss stall to see if mummy had opened.
nahhh,
nope.

but the kiddy fair was open already.
so early.

alright.
then we took a cab back home.

restless.
weak.
ahh.

BOOM.
there she is,
laying down,
flat,
on the marble floor.

cool.
now she is on the sofa,
snoring.
ZZz

hazel,
don't forget your barley!

and and.
hmmm...
i thought we suppose to start biology lesson at 3.30pm ?

it looks like you're in your lalaland.
with winny.

have a good long rest :)
thank you for today.

i guessed i had shook off some fats :D

simpson

2007-08-04T15:31:00.000+08:00

4 August 2007 Saturday

today is my senior birthday - SHUJING :)
Happy 17th Birthday, Jie !
stay happy, smile always.

ahh, its been so long since we last chatted,
everything had changed.
now we never write letters to each other,
nor chitty chat chat :(

well, hope everything's still goes smoothly for you :D
all the best for your O's too!
I LOVE YOU :)

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hmm.
i was home-alone.

mummy and er ge went to open stall.
da ge went out.
ah bee went out to catch a movie- alone. with her friends.
me ?
at home lor...
with winny :)

so,
i read this : " TRUE SINGAPORE GHOST STORIES 16"
by : Russell Lee & Team of ghost writers.

not bad, quite interesting :)
ahh, read it on your own.
hehe.

ok, next.

at 5pm.
i was using photoshop :D
haha.
actually was planning to read biology, but...
hehe.

i stop using at around 7pm.
i went to bathe.
then meet ah bee at bustop to go to east coast to help out at our popcorn/candyfloss stall :)
but actually,
the main reason is to settle our dinner :D

haha.
then hazel came over.
business was good :)

we closed at 11pm+.
then we took a cab down to GEYLANG 27.
eat porridge.
ok la, the food.

then we went home :)

ok, lastly.

da ge bought DVD - Simpsons :D
pirated :X
we watched in the middle of the night.
Homer's so funny xD
" SPIDER PIG, SPIDER PIG !~"
hahahaha!

ah bee watched halfway, and slept throughout on da ge's bed :X
hmm.

we finished watching at 2am.

yea, good night.
got to wake up at 9am.

JOGGING with hazel tomorrow morning.

lights off, thank you :D
bye.

jogging day was cancelled.

2007-07-29T11:32:00.000+08:00

29 July 2007 Sunday

well well well,
thought it would be a great day to get my flabby fats do some work out.

but but but,
i guess fate do brings us back together.
couse,

the sky's grey,
the wind blow,
the rain pours,

jogging was Cancelled.
and,

you're BACK,
FATS !

God have mercy on us.

hahaha.
you've been with me for ages.
hard to get rid of you too.

O my dear fats,
you're sooo lovable.

how how how,
i really must squeeze you out of my HOT BODY.
you making it out of shape.

so so so,
i will look forward to next week.
the...
FATS-OFF day :D

and and and,
thank you for being there with me,
keeping me warm from the cold.

sad sad sad,
farewell my fats.

bye bye bye,
lovable fats.

FATS ROCKS MY HOT BOD,
as it goes...

PI PIAK!

Alyssa's Birthday Party

2007-07-21T11:05:00.000+08:00

21 JULY 2007 Saturday

i was at Parkway with my lil vampire since noon.
she was shopping for clothes for herself,
so do i.
but i was shopping for alyssa darling!

it was tough.
i wanted to get her stuff from topshop.
but too expensive,
sorry darling :(

so i managed to get her an esprit grey top "lazy days"! or was it "lazy bum"?
HAHA.anyway,
hope you like it :D

then we grab a bite at auntie anne.
lil vamp ordered her sour cream and onion.
and then she asked what i want.
i said, caramel almond.
HAHA.
guess what she tell the auntie.
and another caramel onion !
LOL.

we finished it before i sent her to the bustop.
just niceee, 196 arrived.
then i walk back to PP.
then i past auntie anne,
then i heard someone calling me.
OMG kindred. ( this was just random)

it was CHRISTINE!
she was in NEON YELLOW.
and was electrify by this lightning earing.
i thought she made the lightning earing at the DNT room xD
haha,
she said she was walking around PP since 4pm.
same as me, but didn't bump at each other x)
so we walk together.
then here come clare.
then another ada.

ada was shopping for clothes.
rich liao lor. haha!
at last i see her trying something new outfits.
like JEANS.
wahhh, she ah.
fussy lady.
she can never make up her mind.
so do i.
i can't decide,
it'll be either anything, whatever, alright la, ok la, ok, hmm..don't know lay, up to you...etc. everything but not a proper answer.
she not gonna have a haircut,
and she's not going for alyssa's birthday party!!!
aiyaya.

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invitation card

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY , ALYSSA :) !!!

guess what,
this was the first time i heard a birthday celebration held at,
CHANGI GENERAL HOSPITAL :D

COOL~!
but not to worry,
alyssa's not sick.
her mummy is a nurse!
and we're celebrating at the staff lounge :)

OMG, i love this colour. haahaa!

me, ada, clare and christine took bus 196 to bedok interchange.
we bought chupa chups lollipop. STRAW/RASPBERRY flavour.
then went seperate ways,
ada took Bus 31?
we took Bus 9 to simei.

we reached at 8pm.
but was lost.
we stay put at the 7-11 store while waiting for alyssa to bring us up!
Christine was playing with the wheel-chair,
wow.

then sheryl came.
then sangeena.
then etel.
then carisia.
then nicole.
then suimin + Bf :)
then alyssa came !!

we reached the staff lounge,
we pushed all the chairs away,
i help alyssa's sister to put the glow thingy thing.
ahaha, she's adorable.
and and tiara + ziwei,
never stop their nonsense :D

...blah blah blah blah blah...
simply just preparations :)

saw andrea tjoe!!
miss her loads.

then bernie, angeline,jolyn,liyun came :DD
Party time!!

lights off, disco light on.
woohoo~
delicious food!

time to bring sexy back.
insanity level to the maximum.

haha.
we played with the glow stick.
and i find that the red is very red.
so i said : " wahh, the red very the red :) "
then jolyn said: " haha, then the white also very the white, the green also very the green x)"

this joke just carried on and on~

it was really crazy,
our insanity,
the bullshits,
the lameshits,
the nonsense,
the whatever,
the anything,
the everything,
that was...

AWESOME :D

the toilet rocks.
the bullshitters rock more.

we had soo much fun;
Thank you ALYSSA :)

WE GLOW IN NEON LIGHTS
good night,
boys and girls :)

SP / emdd

2007-07-07T18:49:00.000+08:00

7 July 2007 Saturday

SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC
OPEN HOUSE :D

i woke up at 9.30 AM.

Alamak. drizzling T_T.

had breakfast- chicken porridge with joelle at the hawker downstairs our block !
damn nice :)

then again.
Alamak.

i left the SP map at home.
so we go back and take.

then i saw 2 men knocking at my door.
haahaa, volunteers la.
bring those daily products for us :D
Thank you!

ok ok, then we rush to bustop take Bus 14.
is 10.45 AM.

we sat the double deck, upstairs.
so long sia.

haha so funny.
when we saw the SP signs we start to open our eyes BIGBIG.
wondering where and when to stop xD

i asked joelle to go down first can see clearer.
haha then joelle ask the bus driver (B.D)
the B.D uncle so nice sia.

We reached le,
then we start to take loads picture!

we're reaching near!!

we've finally reached
we got lost in SP.
spent more than 30mins to reach at our destination.
PHEW.

i want to take this new course:
Human Resource Management & Physcology :)
SP Future Student!!

i will be back :) at first i really don't know which course to take,
just walking and looking around.

HaHa, then this patient female student came to help us.
then she pollute our mind.
she introduce all the courses under business.
then the H.R.M.&.P attracts me :DD
she let us decide, then she talk to other people.

after that joelle spotted joel.
HAHA!
his parents and sister with him,
so joelle don't want to go there.

then when me and joelle at the CCA exhibition,
joel came.
wahh, his nails damn long!
cut lay..!
both of them fight again.
throwing the CCAbrochures at each other.
GROW UP please. HAHA!
they really look damn cute when doing all these childish-little-thing :)
love you guys!

then blah blah blah.
this part not interesting.
simply walking around.

Ok,
then we bump into joel 's family.
we went to get the FREE STRAWBERRY ICE-CREAM!

then joel's dad fetch us to bugis.
then bid goodbye to them.
but haha, joel was with us la :)

we went to PASTAMANIA!
shared chicken spaghetti with joelle :D
it was niceee!

then we went back home after a while.
to bathe and changed to our formal attire,
and head towards Victoria Theatre :)

we chase after the bus.
my shoes like coming out.
my fringe in a mess,
damn it couse i put the damn WAX.
regretted it.
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We reached erm where's the place?
esplanade?
HaHa.
whatever.
we camwhore again!!
woohoo~

alright,
here's the pictures we took in the late afternoon.
before we went to Victoria Theatre :)
Just ME :D two of a kind :) stand with me, till the end ... ♥ EllE - CasS ♥
damn funny!
the joel-les just make my day :DD

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EMDD!

at last the day had come :D
it was AWESOME.

haha but that was the day i xim tia.
my savings all gone for my formal outfits sia.

anyway my last year.

oh no :( graduations night...

i think i better start to save extra money lor.

THAT NIGHT!

we collected our tickets.
only joelle's class haven released.
everyone all going in.
when we went up,
all the seats were left till so chapalang.

then angel called joelle.
to ask us get to 1st level.
more sits.
haha,
that was suppose to be $30 seat.
we paid only $20.
what a good view of the stage!

the first part was not that interesting.
i prefer the 2nd part.
HuiXian sang. alright la.
Teresa sang better :)

those dramas was funny.
nice nice nice.

last but not least,
Mr.J solo dance !
WAHAHA!

i pray that his birdie's still alive xD
he's like humping the floor.
OUCH man.
he was dancing some bird thing.
acting like a swallow?? ge zi.

alright.
wonderful.
during the interval,
i message bernie,
telling her i'm behind her.
HAHA.
i regretted never take pictures with her and angeline :) my darlings~

i paiseh.
couse their friends were all there.
so i decided to stay put =(

O, and and,
jean didi!
went to the VIP room to eat good food!
my stomach growling like hell~
i love my didi!

after performance,
we walk to esplanade to eat.
me, joelle, joel,angel.
it was like 11.30pm + .
i called home to tell i will reach home late :D

my feet damn pain.
damn shoes.
whatever you call it a plum??!!
ARGHH.

we LOL.
we kept repeating the : " are you like insane?!! "
one of the dramas' lines.

aiya, whatever.
then we ate char kuay toew..etc..
then we walk and walk.
angel left,
then we took a cab home.

the cab alot but all taken x(
so we walk and walk to the don't know where.
joel piggy back joelle.
i took a picture of them.
poor joel,
carry joelle up the escalator.

haha. soo laughable!
they are such a lovely funny-0-cutie pairs :D

then at last we managed to hail a comfort cab.
home sweet home at 1.30am :)

Thank You Darlings.
you've made my day.

couple wear

2007-05-19T19:51:00.000+08:00

19 may 2007 saturday

haha.
me and aloy suppose to meet sharon at suntec.
to buy aloy's soccer shoes :D

HAHA! it was a long day for us.
waiting for him to choose !

but but but.
before we meet up.
HAHA!

joelle and angel purposely BUMP to me.
HAHA they scare the hell out of me.
the best thing is joelle and me had couple wear :D

HAHA!
they are so funny and lovable :D
in the bus, we took pictures.
and the lady behind us also pose pose.
WAHAHA !

CASS☆ - ELLE♥

bee birthday

2007-05-16T16:32:00.000+08:00

16 May 2007 Wednesday

CALISTA's BIRTHDAY !!
SHE IS FOURTEEN 14 :D

hmm..
ok i summarised everything.
there you go !

♥ WE LOVE YOU, CALISTA ♥

mothers' day

2007-05-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

13 May 2007 SUNDAY

HAPPY MOTHERs's DAY !

Lenz bought the cake.
Aloysius help mummy at the popcorn stall.
Cassandra help to bring the cake over to ECP.
Calista bought the gifts.
Gong Gong and Ah Ma follow us along to ECP!

This was how we celebrated :D
HAPPY ! FUN ! LOVE ! Pictures tell a wonderful Story !

♥ Happy Mothers'Day ♥

then at night we eat steamboat BBQ.
then me and sister go home.
see Gong Gong and Ah Ma board the bus first then we left.
then we both took loads of retarded picture in the 196 Bus.

upload again :D

lenz's birthday

2007-04-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

28 April 2007 Saturday

LENZ's 19 :D

WAHAHA. Big Brother 's Day!!
Got him a CROCODILE long sleeve shirt.
WOOHOO. $89.90 if without 20% discount.

this was what happened on HIS DAY :D

We went back to PP to change to another shirt. let him choose the best CROCs.

HE got excited with the birthday cake we chose for him :D

OREO CHEESE CAKE !

LET's GET STARTED FOR THE PARTY TO BEGIN !

Almost done !

PARTY IS ABOUT TO BEGIN. In 3, 2, 1 ~

BIRTHDAY BOY :D

♠NINETEEN19 ♠

Make A Birthday Wish.

POSE FOR THE RED EGGS xD

Group Phototaking. GOTCHA

time to cut the cake

Cut and Blow

AND I HUFF

AND I PUFF

AND I BLOW THE CANDLES OFF

HaHa bits and pieces of the oreo powder flew~ like little ants crawling :S

take out candles also want to pose -_-!

i also got help out OK!

AHHH HOT HOT HOT!

ok la i don't make a nuisance, watch will do x(

brother, you sure no need help?!!

Lenz - Alvin

Lenz - Calista

Lenz - Cindy

Lenz - CasS

after all the act dao, its time to be SERIOUS. i really mean SERIOUS .

hmm BOSS perfume.

Lenz - Winny :D

Cindy say she is also 19 xD

too lazy to wash 5 plates so ya...

OREO CHEESECAKE or... keep the comments to yourself :X

its progressing good so far !

TASTE GOOD. I LOVE IT THIS WAY. THATS THE WAY :D

☆ CasS ☆

♥ The CUTIE PIES ♥

☺ Winny is IRRESISTABLE ☺

MISS TAN

Act cute 1 . HAHA jia you!

Act Cute really not our style

Act Cute 2 . simply no comments

☺ Act Cute 3. can make it though ☺

OMELETTE CHEF with his 5 ☆maid

time for the 5 ☆maid to clean up the mess.

After a long time. ZZZ
thats another day passed :D

2007-04-18T16:35:00.000+08:00

Month of APRIL 2007

i can't remember the dates.
but anyway.
this month of april brought nothing but sadness to me.

i don't know.

daddy's gone.
good?
bad?

i know the sufferings were gone for all of us.
as in dad no need to fight for his torturing hard life battling over his illness.

but why...
daddy, you always said that you are a burden to us.
but NO.
this was what as a child / wife / family suppose to do.
it was never a burden.
we know what happened to you was not your fault.
you didn't want to be like that too.
but things just come unexpectedly.
and we simply can't change them.

daddy, you make me learnt alot from you.

-work hard now and enjoy life later.
[you work throughtout the day and night, so hard. you didn't stop because you did it for our family]

-be simple and don't bear grudges.
[true friends are hard to find. fate brings us together, cherish them for they are god-sent to you]

-be true to yourself and others.
[people remembers you from here]

-real friends are only a few.
[dad, you are really a friend made of gold.]

my dad's funeral.
newspapers about my dad's happening was published.

Who came to pay him last respect :
-his FIRST batch of workers.
-his PRIMARY schoolmates.
-his SECONDARY schoolmates.
-his SWORN brothers and sisters.
-his ARMY friends.
-his OLD neighbours.

i was touched by those people listed above. though only a few out of each 'catergories' came. But OMG, after 20+ years they are STILL in contact. i heard from my dad before that, one of his friends was the 'radio'. who got many updates from all the past times friends then will announce it. i mean call them. but it was so incredible !

his friends said my dad was really a good and respectable man. he always help and think about others. he also very sui bian, won't bear grudges and all. A very simple man. who enjoys walking and eating at the roadside stall. daddy is like a big korkor who takes good care of his 'girlfriends'. thats what make them jie pai xiong mei. all of them really treasure each other alot.

daddy, you are really the BEST OF THE BEST !
i was thinking of introducing my friends to you on my birthday 2007.
but you left so early.

i know you are sastisfied for you had celebrated with all of us :
-last birthday 7 September 2006.
-christmas chalet 2006.
-New Year 2007.
-Chinese New Year 2007.

you ate all the hao liao you loved , enjoyed yourself to the extreme ,before you left.

what makes me wonder is that...daddy, was all this planned by you ?
till now i can't expect the truth that you are gone.
everything happened so unexpectedly and so all of a sudden.
i really missed you alot.

i cried the day when you left us.
then i was told not to anymore.
so that you could leave in peace.
the day you were cremated.
i tried to be strong.
and i did.
though i did not cry, it was hard to hold on the tears.
but i thought of you, daddy.
you were the strength that made me strong and be brave.
now, funeral was over.
but in the night i hide myslf to cry.
because i missed you.

49 days after 31 of March 2007 9:15am, you really leaving.

today the 18th of April.
i will cherish everday.
especially till 18th of May.
because these 49 days i know you are around.
and only these 49 days you will be around.

Daddy, thank you for upbringing me these 15 years 2 months 30 days 19 hours and 12 minutes .
You will always be part of my life.
every steps i take through the journey of my life, i am walking with you, for i know you will be watching over me, DADDY.

I LOVE YOU, papa <3

2007-04-17T17:55:00.000+08:00

17 April 2007 Tuesday

5 free periods.

-Me
-Bernie
-Diana
-Swee min

...Zzz sleeping.

soon later, they all woke up except me.
they told me i sleepdrinks !

i was sitting on my chair then i took my bottle on the table and uncap it.
cap on the table.
drank the water and capped it back.
WITH MY EYES CLOSE.

they thought i was awake by then until diana came forward to see me, that my eyes were closed.
HAHA.
then after i quench my thirst, i put my hand to hold my head. to act like a pillow !
OMG !
they were laughing at me..
HAHA.

6th period was chemistry.
i was still asleep !!
teacher tried to wake me up.
but bernie said : " she not feeling well..since morning."
HaHa !
white lie can be forgiven. hehe !

then was RECESS!
nothing happened much in school.
but after school...

at the foyer linking all the toe weaving strings.
helping/waiting nicole and swee min to finished their chinese compo.
i was siam-ing from foo lao shi.
i owed her 5 compos -_-!
it was 5pm.
we had to rush down to suntec for our BEN & JERRY'S FREE ICE- CREAM !!
it was FREE CONE DAY !
we queued twice.
i had the chunky monkey and choco chips dough flavours =D
i felt bad about it because the 2nd round we queued up for angeline and swee min.
then they weren't allowed to join in the queue with us.
they have to queue themselves thats what the person said.
then bernie, jolyn and nicole shared their ice-creams with swee min and angeline while i had the whole cone all by myself.
i don't share saliva ma.
so sorry darlings.

Oh i saw a hot guy there. he looked familiar. like an actor. i was thinking what show was it. only when i got home i remembered. he acted in ' Hai you ming tian ' as small boy who is suffering from kidney failure. OMG he so hot! so tall! shuai~

okok.chill.relax.
then we saw bus 36 we rushed for the bus. CHIONG AH~
alighted at MP.
left our bags at macdonald and meet debbie and diana there.
saw brother's friend.
joycelyn.
then we had to go.
she said :" BYE ALOY SISTER !"
then went PP.
had dinner there.
this cleaner thought we were interested about him la~
For his religion, considered not bad looking. his age doesn't seem to be a cleaner!
then he try to act cool, keep walking here and there near our table.
walau~ chill man.

then we went to MPH to meet bernie's friend.
he looked different from picture la.
so slim, smart-looking !
it was 7:30pm.
i had to leave so, i hugged them and said goodbye.
HAHA i forgot his name suddenly so i went " bye, sir!"

saw kitty and theresa when crossing the road.
said BYE!

waited for Bus 196 so long.
then joycelyn saw me and ask me: "hey, not home yet?"
i said: " ya, coming back home now."
she smiled: " ok, see you."
i smiled: " byebye."

HAHA.
reached home around 8:15pm.
ate a little again.
da ge needs to go book in for army le.
sigh.

oh well. thats for today =D
DELICIOUS DAY!

familiar park

2007-04-16T17:44:00.000+08:00

16 April 2007 Monday

[cont]

i cried when i blog.
my brother was back, so i pretended nothing happened.
though my eyes were quite red still.
i remained calm.
soon, my mummy returned.
i can see her eyes were swollen.
to others it might not be.
but to me i felt it.

she went out to SGH to arrange somethings.
so i guessed the nurses and doctors must have said something to her.
and also the memories reflashing back when she brings my dad to and fro the hospital.

she appears strong but is she?
so i agreed to join her for a jog at the park downstairs.
that familiar park that i used to bring my dad for a stroll and jia hong.
i was controlling.
and i did.
i didn't want to let my mummy know making her worry.
we chatted.
about daddy.

we went to macdonald.
we were suppose to be jian fei-ing -_-!
mission failed.

HAHA.
ok.
i'm tired now.
bye.

miss you daddy

2007-04-15T17:25:00.000+08:00

15-16 April 2007 Monday

tears drip and drop.

it just rolled down my cheeks during chinese lessons.
i suddenly thought of you, daddy.
and when i heard teacher announce that i won the 2nd place for the secondary four chinese composition, i just can't control.

i controlled.
i stone.
i thought.
i drew.
a heart saying i miss you, papa.

i was sad on that day.
no one knows.
i didn't show.

went home to blog.

let it rain.
let it pour.
let it roll down my cheeks.

it really rain.
it really poured.
it really rolled down from that big bright sky.

the sun was bright.
but it rained.

was it daddy,
tears of joy up there?

there was always an answer when i played "someone's watching over me", this very day.

was it daddy,
signalling me?

from then on,
i love the rain.
that from it,
i wished upon.
for the lost i had,
the strength i gain.
you were gone,
but not totally.
for i had know,
you,
the best of the best daddy,
will be...
watching over me.

winny birthday

2007-04-10T19:50:00.000+08:00

10 April 20o7 Tuesday

Happy 6th Birthday!!!

getting old ya,

wish you stay Strong and Healthy.

be Happy and Smile Always :D

you sure have brighten up my days,

everyday.

you are just so wonderful.

sometimes i really do thought that you were a human in a dog body.

i think you understand every single words i say.

and i love you.

well,

today is your BIG DAY.

c'mon and have great fun!

there you go again,
your mango cake!
your presents!

your treats!

hey bitch,

you really look hot in that poka dots pink dress :D

this was your day.

i love you, winny ♥

checking out her bed :D
Birthday Mango Cake!♥ Birthday Girl♥ Thank You God! him & her
WE ROCK !
My Girl!

time to enjoy Birthday Kiss feeding time
YUMMY! DELICIOUS
SOMEMORE!!! the dress can fit her after the hair-cut :X .THE OLD THAT WE TREASURE.

thanks

2007-04-02T17:52:00.000+08:00

2-4 April 2007

Thank you my friends

Bernadette
Angeline
Sui Min
Nicole
Jolyn
Theresa
Stacey
Joy
Andrea
Alicia
June
Jia Jia

Class Sec 403 for the condolence money.
we're appreciated by what all of you all had contributed. Love and Care.

I want to THANK YOU bernadette, angeline and sui min for the sweet letter for my mummy.

THANK YOU bernadette and alicia for all the homeworks and notes.

WE LOVE ALL OF YOU !

this was the time i felt true friendship.

To DADDY:

i got 2nd place for my chinese composition secondary four competiton =)
YEAH!

LOVING YOU ALL~
have a good day !

daddy last day with us

2007-03-31T16:37:00.000+08:00

31 March 2007 Saturday

WHEN HE LEFT.

I GAVE THREE GOODBYE KISS TO MY BELOVED DADDY.

DADDY LAST BIRTHDAY
7 September 2006 Thursday

Lenz, Ah Ma, Calista, DADDY, Cassandra, Aloysius, Mummy

GOH HOCK TECK - LOTUS FLOWER

THIS WAS WHAT IT CONTAINS : My Daddy's Bones and Ashes

SKULL , EYES, NOSE, EARS, TEETH BONES

My mummy put her thumbs up because the person who sorts out my daddy's bones said : " Your dad keeps his teeth nice , neat and proper when it was cremated ."

BACKBONES

RIBCAGE

HAND BONES

HIPBONES

LEG BONES

Dearest Daddy,

Time passes fast. People have to face it one day, but i didn't expect it to be so soon. Dad, the struggle is over and I know you had tried your best to keep yourself strong and stay alive. To you everyday is a never-ending battle. I miss the time you kept bugging us to bring you down to the park for a stroll at 5pm. I miss the time you kept calling us for any needs and help. I miss the time you kept asking me to scratch your back for you. If time can be returned, i will make sure that you don't do the bugging, calling and asking, for i will, come to you. Why can't time just stop for a minute to let us reflects upon ourselves. Daddy, the only regret i had is that we didn't get to see you for the last time. You chose to go thats what the doctors and nurses said when they tried to rescue you for the last 45 mins. They said you didn't struggle. Why didn't you tell us that you are leaving. You knew it right. You drank a glass of water and left without any last words for all of us. I know the reason, for you didn't want us to cry when you leave. You rather leave in peace. Daddy, I'm sorry and thank you for being the best of the best daddy ! Did you felt my three kisses on your forehand and the sayang i gave to you on your cheeks that i used to do to you when you left for work ? The nurses said that you can hear and feel what we said or did to you. Daddy, i really wonder how are you now. Are you that star that twinkles every night near my bedroom window? Are you that white butterfly on that five days of your funeral ? But one thing that i am really sure about is that you are and will watch over us. Daddy, I promise you i will be a good girl, listen to mummy and korkor. I will take care of myself and xiaomei. I will be strong and stay happy. Always keeping you in my mind and deep down bottom of my heart. I will make sure i do well and try my best in everything. Never give up and perservere. When i misses you badly, one thing i will do is to eat banana - your favourite.
Oh DADDY, i miss you and love you. I know you will also thinks of us up there. In the night, i will look for you in that big dark blue sky and wish you goodnight before i turn in to bed. On your birthday, i will tie a note to the string of the balloon and fly it up to the sky. Look out for it Daddy ! God Bless YOU!

Your beloved daughter,
Cassandra

DADDY, I LOVE YOU. GOODBYE <3

back to school

2007-03-19T18:03:00.000+08:00

19 - 23 March 2007 Monday

1st Day :
OH MY !
SO PISSED OFF !

there's no lesson today but i brought all my DAMN HEAVY BOOKS!
it was BOOK and MUSIC WEEK -_-!

B-O-R-I-N-G !
the theme was RENAISSANCE.

what the heck sia~
si bei sian~
in school zuo boh...go hall and enjoy BORING CONCERT.
recess 1 hour ?
that's about it...

2nd - 3rd Day :
we'd got lessons till 12:15pm.
followed by concert.

hmm..we decorated our class.
SO PATHETIC.
HaHa..so funny.
nothing much happened during these few days.
just concert and concert.

there was quiz.
spelling bee.
ALYSSA was chosen from our class to take part in the final to compete with the other winners =D
WAY TO GO MAN !
oh and !!
there's this band from don't know where came to our school to perform..
so COOL~
there's this guy..OHMY.. his voice damn NICE.. AHHHH cannot take it !
its just so ARGH. the WOAH powerful vocal!
he played his guitar and the rest of the 3 played like drums...blah blah. INSTRUMENTS.
so far this concert was appreciated =D

4th Day:
DAMN IT.
i forgot to bring my maths graph book.
and i GOT TO STAND.
so difficult topic..
i don't UNDERSTAND -_-!
KILL ME ba.

then after lesson:
Vicki was representing our class 403 for the PROJECT RUNWAY...
HaHa our supermodel~
used recycled materials.
but...we didn't get through it.
walau..

but anyway..at 12:15pm we had the PROJECT RUNWAY going on..
OH MY...DAMN NICE la~
got this sec 3 class...i thought it was really the sleeves shirt !!
it was made using RECYCLED MATERIALs!
damn pro la.!
there was lots of NICE NICE want..not bad not bad.
we enjoyed ourselves.
sitted with heather jie..
HAHA...our groups of FUN people.
WOOHOO~

*wink
LOVE ALL OF THEM <3

5th Day:
NO LESSONs!

and i knew it ! heng-ah-lau-sai !
PHEW no friday morning exercise.
so restless !

hmm what we did.
Oh was prize-giving.
our class received MANY.
Christine done us proud , 1st for her speech : Music is Life !
ROCK ON BABE!

there were many prizes award.
But walau..the prize damn lau-ya...
Cuttlefish. Vegetables Healthy Diet BISCUITs.
like so "nice" can.

HAHA!
i saw my BELOVED MRS.SIM <3
chio PE teacher !
she wore a black dress.
came out of the office, then i looked at her and said : " wah PRETTY lay !"
she walked past and turned back :"i everyday also like that ! "
AHA!
so cute !

anyway..should be like that...
today stayed back with ally and andrea...
OMG andrea i missed you much.
those time was still kept with me all these while..
just want to say Thank You to you...
yup, Forever Friends =)

Oh ally, stop your BEAR-HUNTING.
HAAHAA !
whatever your PH value..
relax la..
haha enjoyed making YOU JEALOUS..
nanny nanny poo poo...
PH got us for PE .!
and she taught me how to swing my arms.
SMILED at me. and and CALLED my name =)
HAHAHA !
oh i still remember i ka jiao ally 3 times A DAY !
HAHA..oops :X paiseh la

hmm 5pm was about to go home but the rain just start to pour..so left around 5:40+pm
was FUN !

HAHA!!
Love you , my friends.

confession

2007-03-15T17:36:00.000+08:00

15 March 2007 Thursday

HAHAHAHAHAHA !!
one word to describe me on this day...
DARING.

did something at 5:20pm...
then from then onwards till 7:19pm i was abit the feeling troubled...
wondering what i did was like TOO SUDDEN.
but whatever~

7:20pm.
DAMN BLOODY HAPPY =D
haha, whatever it is i will not forget nor regret what i've said.
yup yup.
can't share with you all... :X

ok..hmm..
today is also HAZEL's lunar 21st birthday !!
haha..we celebrated with her =)
yup, my mum is the greatest aunt!
she bought her a handbag...
Oh the cake was nice !!!!
it had been a long time since i ate CAKES <3
its a strawberry chocolaty HEART shaped, kind of cream cake ??!!
HAHA! whatever it was ..it taste GREAT!
we waited for sister to come back from her friend's place [ do project ] , is like 9pm+!
OH GOSH ...we are starving !!

oh and the funny part was that my mum was the "nu zhu jiao" instead..
she stole the limelight from the birthday girl HAHAHA!
she dressed up like WOAH xD
then we took pictures !
hmm..but the pictures haven upload yet =(
hazel's computer broke down ?
something like that la..~

ok la, that's all i got to say..
HEHE!

the day i will never forget ~
LOVE LOVE LOVE !
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY DAY =D

yeah!

out with the JOEL-les mei

2007-03-10T19:17:00.000+08:00

10 MARCH 2007 SATURDAY

out with my MEI MEIs.
the JOEL-LEs =)

fun fun fun !
went library.
walk to find angel.
took picture with Lim Bu -cecilia
go PP Giant buy MNM.
took bus to Kallang.
ate dinner? at McDonald !!
then walk to Katong Park !!!!!!
camwhores there =)

extremely FUN FUN FUN there!
haha, yea camwhores !

but ahh didn't manage to get our DURIAN PUFFs =(
but still loads of fun at the gents 's toilet !
swing.
slide.
see-saw.

WOOHOO~
had some pictures with me, alot more with JOELLE mei =)
send me ah~

CasS ☆ - Elle ♥

2007

2007-01-16T18:48:00.001+08:00

THE NEW YEAR OF 2007

HaHa..! Happy New Year People =)

hey sorry man, i haven been blogging ever since last year November...
i will update on those NEXT time xD
ok la...now i just briefly tell you all what happen ever since the NEW YEAR 2007 arrive lor ..

actually i don't welcome 2007 leh..
i remember i kana scolding at like a few seconds after 12 am...TWICE somemore...aiyah..don't wanna say what exactly happen...just SUAY =(

ok...hmmm...start school le...si bei sian...that's all i can SAY !
holiday homework is ji tao LIKE SHIT...
never do ALOT sia...couse there's TOO MANY !

hey for now i don't write the exact day that what happen about that day le ok ?
i just write what i remember...xD

all i know that for now i am super duper STRESS !
the beginning of the school , as USUAL ~i chao bu zi ran ! my walking is horrible...like weird weird de...hmm...took bus with joelle meimei <3 and this neighbour ...

quite glad to see everyone in school...i was SHOCK to see all the naughty ones dyed their hair BLACK !! JI TAO BLACK !! nicer leh...like heather jie and jean twin bro xD SO CUTE la...!
missed heather jie alot sia... i 1st day school is sad sad de...don't know why also...maybe just stress la...sec 4 liao~ and i'm still not growing UP ! WAKE UP MAN !!

we had assembly la WOW so long~ can sleep man !
then a ONE HOUR RECESS !! but i no appetitie =( say le ma, i sian and sad....
maybe also couse of heather jie la....like not with us anymore...seldom see le....miss those time badly =(

aiyah...my form is jurami , co form is florence ang...but overall my subject teacher not bad la...and YEAH we got miss tan back for BIO ! LOVES !

anyway...this few days really feel terrible...super stress like man ! i also got this support programme to attend till 4pm on monday and tuesday !! do your own work , keep quiet ! nonsense la !! i will try la...work hard le now !!

hmm...let me think...on thursday 11 i almost cried man !! TONS OF HOMEWORK TO DO!! ALL must hand in on FRIDAY ! then when miss tan say got this essay to hand in the next day i was like OH MY GOD !! NO PLEASE!!! ahhh~~~~ really si bei stress ! like sort of begging her in my heart ...tears like there ! then everyone like please please then she ok la....monday hand in...we like YEAH ! phew~

i no time for TV le sia..=( online also not very often le...SIAN LOR !!
plus i sick for damn long haven ok...ever since 22 december 2006 !!

12 January, friday...joelle meimei kana red eyes..=( heard that her class got like 5 people kana ...is a virus man! Take care everyone =D sigh* joelle meimei not going to school on monday =(

then hmm...i forward abit ah....ok...on 14 Sunday , at night...after i bathe.....i felt a PAIN !
my whole left side from neck to my back ji tao cannot move !! my mum say i'm almost like " paralyse " ! :X is really so bad...and now KOYOK QUEEN IS BACK sia ! my body is full of KOYOK !! i got pictures but can't upload ...hehe...later la ok ?

everyone like OH MY GOD ! Funny la you , koyok !! then ask me what happen...HaHa..couse i do homework , sit for too long never get up and move around....maybe thats why la...SIAN...pain sia...

and monday joelle meimei didn't go school, but i didn't wait for the neighbour la...i was early like 620am...so i left without her...damn the bus come at 645am !! but i was guilty leh...like never wait for her..she waited for joelle meimei ,i guessed..she message joelle meimei, then rush to bustop ! heng she manage to board the bus !! if not i am so gonna regret !
i so bad la ~ =(

this few days, i can't sit for too long if not back very pain...tuesday le...tomorrow got PE, thursday got BOWLING !! think i not doing...PAIN sia !!

ok la...go to go and sleep and get up at 930 pm to do my homework and sleep at 2am then wake up at 550am to get ready for school !

OH DAMN !! today got the Xiao Yuan Superstar Show !! i missed it..! lazy watch le...sleep first...
BYE..LOVE YOU GUYS !

last year

2006-12-31T18:48:00.000+08:00

31 December 2006 Sunday

it the last day of the YEAR 2006 !!!
awww..

end of secondary 3.
moving forward to be 16 :D

and also secondary 4 =(
which is also to handle more stress.
O levels !!!

rahhh~
whatever,
i am going to try my best !

2006 was fun!
GoodBye.
FAREWELL.

i love 2006.
2007,
maybe?!

bye now.
2007 posts are coming on the way~

christmas chalet

2006-12-17T18:47:00.000+08:00

17-20 DECEMBER 2006

we had early christmas chalet..
fun fun fun !
but da ge is sick...
i took care of him lay...good mei right =)
HAAHAA!

anyway i was mistaken as ah boy lor...
i remembered we went to sheng shiong market to stock up our food..
then this auntie pack our stuffs in big red plastic bag...
then she said to me : " ah boy ah, ni na zhe ge. "
i got shocked and then laughed.
my brother, sister laugh at me!
whatever~
sounds cool. i am ah boy =)

oh and and!! hey i wasn't wrong saying that the Q egg is bird egg !
even auntie jean agreed with me xP
anyway, you guys don't know what i said..haha you all wasn't there.
TOO BAD~
i ain't no writing about it.
too lazy HAHA!

anyway had so much fun!
took quite a number of pictures.
just waiting for cindy meinu to send =)

so you guys got to WAIT. hehe*
only got 2 to share:

CasS ☆ - CindY ♥

sharon lau da, eunice, elizabeth, ah bee, hazel, cindy meinu, me -cass

suay day

2006-11-28T00:19:00.000+08:00

28 November 2006 Tuesday

I HAD A SUAY DAY.

fall.

hmm, mum bought me something lo.

this updates below is write on 24 march 2007 de:

haha..sorry i didn't complete what i wrote on 28 november 2006..
so kind of forgotten what had happened...
i have move on to 2007 liao..
so i will skip 2006 de happenings...
so ya...sorry .
hmmm...well i will try my best to update my blog like more often.
have a nice day =)

joelle birthday.

2006-11-27T00:13:00.000+08:00

27 November 2006 MONDAY

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY !!
ZHU MEI MEI , JOELLE SEE TO :)

but jie jie feel so guilty because i wished her 2hours 37mins LATE.
so i extended her birthday for her..
HAHA !
but still JIE LOVES YOU , mei <3

this updates below is 24 march 2007 write de :

hmm..i made a card for her...but i haven give her yet...i make a 2-in-1 card. HAHA.added in christmas too =)
i know abit the...
i do le just haven write yet...
haven manage to have time to get something for her as well..
wonder what she will like ?
need to save money..
sorry mei...
wait awhile longer...

love you~

home alone

2006-11-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

26 November 2006 Sunday

HOME ALONE .

mummy and er ge went to sell popcorn le...
winny, ah bee and daddy sleeping.
i'm AWAKE.

using computer - the usual thing to do.

hazel pop up. wondering who's at home.
HeHe..she want to jio us out.
but i cannot leh.
must at least have 1 person at home take care daddy .
so ah bee was dated out to IKEA with hazel :(
HAHAHA.

she's still sleeping lo !!
3:40pm then WAKE HER ASS UP !
hazel came over at 4+pm.
they then LEFT.

hmm.
what did i do at home leh?

of course is photoshop lo !
ah boh is zuo boh still.
ah ya, read my chinese storybook :) " Gei Shang Di Fang Yi Tian Jia "
Nice Book.

Ok then as usual.
Daddy ask me to bring him go downstair cui feng, zou zou :)
Ok lo.
i brought $15 down too..
obvious lo.
the usual thing , my daddy will have dinner at hawker xD
after walk walk then go hawker.
wah ren shan ren hai leh.

we ordered:
Fish Steamboat.
Sambal kang Kong.

total cost : $19 ?
i find it expensive for 2 dishes and just the 2 of us !
But was DAMN FULL :D

then got this pretty auntie talk to my daddy.
is my daddy last time worker.
her sons are my brothers' friend.
HAHA.
She so nice treat us.
" THANK YOU AUNTIE ! "

hmm..
Ah Bee and hazel just eat finished at IKEA when our food just shang zuo !
it was like 6+pm.

They came back at 8pm?
they bought some photo frames.
haha oops.
and ah bee " got me " the glass bottles :)
AT LAST.
put all my paper cranes.
give my friends for christmas present.
so far finish filling up 1 glass bottle!
still have 2 more.
i still need to fold alot more paper cranes!!
maybe about 100?
HAHA.
but mummy always stop me de.
TAO YAN~
not say i don't want study.
RELAX TIME ma !
bleah xP

Ok.funny things to share.
AH BEE kana cheated by XIAO YI !
go IKEA always eat HOTDOG instead of MEATBALL!!
only hazel let her try, ah bee say is NICER than the HOTDOG !
HaHaHa !!

today is just like that lo..
nothing much.

just simply HOME ALONE :D
HAHAHA .

HAPPY.

2006-11-24T01:23:00.000+08:00

24 November 2006 Friday

I AM HAPPY.
VERY HAPPY.
SUPER HAPPY :)

the misunderstanding is OVER~ i'm glad.

FRIENDS !
FRIENDS !
FRIENDS !

HaHa, ok. shall not talk about this le because is already the PAST.

hmm..
today i zuo boh leh.

"Early in the morning~ i had NO breakfast on my table ~" HaHa!

woke up at 11:30am to dry the clothes.
after that parents came back -12:35pm.
help out abit here and there.

very boh liao so watch T.V. - Kids Central -_-!
then hazel came.
her job interview was CANCELLED.
make her waste $4.40 of taxi fare when she can walk to our house.

at 1:30 pm i sent a farewell message to Pork Pork Mei Mei. She going Vietnam for 10 Days !
MISS HER.

about 1:30pm + , we go downstairs hawker centre eat !
-Claypot Tofu.
-Lao wang gua soup.
-Deer meat on hot plate.
-Sweet and Sour fish sliced.
then go home.

then all the way i'm like SO S-I-A-N.
see hazel's hardware or is it call software? HAHA.
her animation / drawings so so SO nice!

W.E.L.L.D.O.N.E.X.C.E.L.L.E.N.T.E.X.C.E.L.L.E.N.T.W.E.L.L.D.O.N.E.

see the DEATH NOTE but is animae de. WAH NICE ~
the story very interesting. haven finish watching.
watch the computer until 5pm.

so again. WATCH T.V.
- Yu Le Bai Fen Bai , Channel U !
till 6pm.

SLACK.
from 6pm - 7.30pm i totally forgot what i do. but after that i bathe till 8.10pm.

Ahh Ha - onwards watch T.V.
and more T.V. !
-crime watch.
-kuai le man wu.
-chong shang yun xiao.
till 11pm :)

then i go in brother's room see what my sister doing.
download many types of different brushes for photoshop!
Hey Vampire, must teach me hor !
then i notice the computer beside hers, the switch is on..so i ON it lo!

-msn. [chat]
-neopet. [collect interest]
-friendster. [checking]
-blog!

now is 2:22AM. Cool leh~
never do anything le. just focusing on blogging !
anyway i shall conclude with...

I AM VERY SUPER ULTRA HAPPY !
hmm..shall start with my holiday homeworks and revisions.

I MUST DO IT NO MATTER WHAT !
JIA YOU :D

L.O.V.E. L.O.V.E.
S.M.I.L.E. S.M.I.L.E.
L.O.V.E. L.O.V.E.
S.M.I.L.E. S.M.I.L.E

PSLE results

2006-11-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

23 November 2006 Thursday.

Today PSLE results released le...i faster message cho to see how her sister is doing.. GOOD NEWS ! Her sister had done tremendously well (: Hey girl, i'm proud of you...your effort are not bai fei...JIA YOU ok :D i know you can de , support you always ! Hope you get into the school you wished for ! All the best ! HeHe .

S.M.I.L.E.

Ok, today went wisma with mummy and sister. why leh? HaHa...bring da ge's HP for a holiday at Sony Erisson Service Centre . AHA. the queue like so long sia...from 3+ pm wait until 5pm !! waste our shopping time ! WEE ~ search clothes for damn LONG...don't have what i wanted. RAHH~ mum was like chui-ing lo..HaHa. After the HP thing, we go makan first ! HAHA..so many food to EAT ! shuang sia. CHEAP sia ! Go the 4th level de kopitiam ...! HeHe. Eat ok le, shop for clothes ! went ISETAN i think...wait wait..No no..ROBINSON ! i bought a 3/4 jeans instead of what i wished for - shorts. HaHa..i still left the top to settle. SIAN ! cannot find leh..all not suit me le. Hard sia...i need to JIAN FEI and learnt to take care of my face le .HAHA. i want to nice nice leh...HAHA..xia ding jue xin ! JIA YOU ! My sister settle everything le. so FAST can..she so thin, wear what also nice la...only problem is got her SIZE anot ..HAHA ! oh wait...i think i mixed all up...we bought everything from BUGIS ! HaHa ! SEIYU ! at robinson just see nia never buy..aiyah CHEY ! HaHa....then we da bao the tako bachi and the japanese chicken satay with rice...you know...? HaHa, nevermind. Then we cross the traffic ! CHIONG sia..because Bus 12 is there..with mummy, no problems and no worries. then go home.

H.A.P.P.Y.

at home , eat again ! watch T.V...the Project Superstar 2, alright lo....i still prefer 1st batch ! So SHUAI ! this batch i think M1 look like YuYang , M2 look like Sugiato, M3 look like Li Sheng Jie, M4 look abit Junyang and the Hongkong actor that look like Junyang..M5 no one..M6 look like Steven , the Singapore william hung... !!! HaHa !! their singing ok la...Oh shit ! forgot to see the result , WHO OUT !?!! Aiyah.. after watching channel U, switch to channel 8 - kuai le man wu ! till 10pm ! SHIT ! haven bathe so chiong, 10mins come out then watch channel U - chong shang yun xiao ! till 11pm ! HaHa..sure a T.V fan ! actually want to watch the PSS2 result but on the computer so CHAT ONLINE !! then forgot le...Friends more important...can watch repeat on Saturday de ma ! HAHAHA! now online chat with jie and mei...HaHa ! I having heartache...HaHa...paper heart crushed le...but it makes me stronger. shall stop here. need to pee le..so late..tahan for quite long...

what i need now is a chance to explain my mistake that i done wrong that had been mistaken by someone.HAHA.

S.O.R.R.Y.

tomorrow, Pork Pork mei mei go vietnam for 10days !! i promise her will send her a farewell message at 1:30pm ! hope i can wake up ! hehe ! Have Fun Girl ! Enjoy your Holidays people !

B.Y.E.B.Y.E.

Oh, today is my senior 's birthday !! Happy Birthday Sarah jie !! May all your dreams and wishes come true ! Have a Fun-tastic Birthday ! Wee~

W.O.O.H.O.O.

sad

2006-11-21T19:06:00.000+08:00

21 November 2006 Tuesday

I AM SAD . I AM SAD SAD SAD !!!

Hey, my posts i don't care le...will not be in order...so just bare with it yea? Sorry ..

205'05 Renuion

2006-11-08T02:01:00.000+08:00

8 November 2006 Wednesday !!

Its 205'05 Reunion :) So Happy !! It was successful..! I want to say a BIG " THANK YOU " to our beloved Three Organisers , who have put in loads of effort to gather THE TWO-FIVERS back again :) Thank you YOU and LOVE YOU ALL TRUCKLOADS <3 HaHa !! XieXie !

Hmm...i got up at 10am+ [ SO EARLY ] but worth it and i don't mind !! because is 205 s' DAY :) i bathe and washed up...i thought alot of time so took my own sweet time~ then Oh No...i think i got not much time left...i haven pack up and all...and i haven EAT ! I dressed up quite long because my hair " bu ting hua " , so ya..! so i rush lo..then when i locked the door, i realised i forgot to bring ally's birthday gift [ A ULTRA BELATED ]! i went in and chiong to take, then go down eat wanton mee ! wait quite long ...when eatinh 1/2 way, cho message me : " Don't forget to bring ally's birthday present! " I see see then EH...i brought the present but i left the card upstair! Oh no ! So i eat super fast then hurried back home ! Its like going to RAIN :( I reached home , my parents were back from polyclinic. Then i ask mummy for umbrella !Then hurry run to bustop to cho's house ! Meeting time at 1.30pm ! Heng i'm not so late ! Jia Jia was late ! Muahaha xD So, i wrote my message in ally's gift and card. I'm SO SLOW~ Then Jia Jia came. AT LAST ! We chiong to the bustop to meet ameerun to meet ally to bring us to seng shiong to buy ingredients for later !! A pity that Jia Jia can't join us for she has ballet till night . But she say she will try to come after her lesson , like around 9+pm :)

We took bus to ally's house...waited for her at the bustop and you know what we SAW !!! Many ARMY TRUCKS !!!! WOOT WOOT~ shuai ! is those trainees learning... is one after one drove pass US..cho was so HIGH too !! But after the LAST truck then i asked her " why not take a picture ?! " But is too late..ALL GONE :( HaHa...oops ! There's one instructor saw us CRAZY over them then he laugh ! HaHa ! I think we see until too obvious la ! it was quite funny !! some drove steadily , some like hmm no comment ! HaHa xD Then not long, ally came ! Then we go seng shiong ! But alot sia ! heavy leh then we take bus go cheryl's house for PARTY at the function room ! We go her house put down the things..i borrowed cheryl's room to write the leftover message for ally's gift ! then i came down . Oh My ~ They are so EEEYYYEERR!! they mixed coffee, chilli sauce and orange syrup to act as punishment for the games they planned !!! and guessed what ! They Are NOT playing ! Tao Yan x( they ask me testing ~ PUI! My mouth suddenly feel like shit ! HaHa ! Then we prepare prepare then bring everything down to the function room ! it's like 4+5pm liao...the party starts at 5pm ! So we just slack first...then 5.20pm got people come le ! HaHa ! Then more and more..SO HAPPY ! Then cheryl's mum brought down the food [ hotdogs and fishballs ] from seng shiong ! HaHa ! She fried liao la ! Chris and deanna baked cakes and shared with us ! Thank You YOU ! then we start game le !

1st Game : APPLE IN BASIN. we have to be grouped in 5s ! my group got me, chris,deanna, nat,cheryl and vicki ! WE WON !! actually i felt like puking lo ! all the saliva in the basin !! the game is suppose to eat finish the 2 apples without using hands only MOUTH ! Somemore the water is SALT WATER ! EEYYEERR!! So i ping le !! but chris ping more hiong sia ! Thank you man ! The other group suay , have to kana splash by water at the pool ! but we kana say sia by the officer in charge there ! KAO ! then nevermind lo...we continue the second game ! " Shen Qi Mi Ma ! " this time the punishment is drink that MIXED SHIT !! i lost TWICE ! so ya..drank TWICE !! hot hot de my troat..my face just totally changed ! HaHa..they laugh like shit ! yeah then we rest lo...

some go swim some eat and take pictures..at night then start another game ! We ordered canadian pizzas !! WOOT WOOT~ wahh~ hot babes sia..! Weet Weet ! want to take picture with they all de but paiseh la..HaHa ! We had loads of fun ! YEAH !! Then at 7+pm we play the Question and Answer game . Split into 2 groups. My group all woMEN in BLACK ! HaHa ! so qiao ~ Got me, chris, deanna, melissa, dorothy, vicki, ziwei. did i miss out anyone? sorry :( HaHa..but it was so fun ! see them snatch the chair and we go push the opponent off the chair ! HaHa ! FUN FUN FUN ~! only after this game ada then came ! HaHa! Then no more games le . Is free time le ! Jia Jia came !! HaHa ! EAT and EAT !

Ok...Then took loads of pictures ..all at the bottom...Enjoy seeing..I edited them ! HaHa ! use photoshop de ! HaHa , trying out then EH fun leh..then do lo !! did some haven finished with ALL ! slowly will upload de...

The 3 Organisers : Cho, Ally, Amee :)

The 3 Organisers OH MY GOD so childish ! With their hear , say , see EVILS ! HaHa !

The 2 Organisers ! So adorable ! I want a HUG too x(

6 sure make a REAL BIG FLOWER !! nice nice ~

People who came : Cham, Dot, Mel, Lorry , Cho !!

Cho is too HIGH i suppose ! RELAX~ HaHa ! See, We ENJOYED OURSELVES !

HaHa...I camera shy la...PUI !

Sherrie, Ziwei, Me, Cheryl, Mel, Dot, Weizhen ! When leaving take de :)

Lets Welcome " THE SIAO DING DONGs TWINS :) ! " Woo~

HaHa ! I edit de ! I named this picture " the 7 Siao Ding Dongs ! hmm..just play play don't take it to <3>
Cool Leh ~! Me , cho , ally ! Under the table, what do you see...THE MEINUs !! HaHa !

Thank you mel moo, you are the light ! Shining To Me ! I know I will never be alone :) Wo ai ni <3>
THEY ARE MY RAINBOWS . Never be Replaced ! Love You SNORMPITLE <3
Love This Picture Damn LOADS ! HaHa ! Simple yet nice !
Jia Jia, Cass, Ally, Cho !!

ikea

2006-10-30T19:39:00.000+08:00

30 October 2006 Monday

In School :
S-I-A-N. 26 October end of school become to 3 November then END !! Extra lessons for the express stream x( 1 more week leh...SIAN ! plus i got no time table..so fed-up. i thought it was normal time table so i brought the same old books...in the end...taught NONE of them ! Do you know how HEAVY it was! STUPID ! ahh..ok enough of that..Oh ! i bought a chinese O' level book for $6 (: HaHa..we sat any-o-how, so me and ada go at the extreme back-left and chit-chat! We were at Class 403 ! woohoo~ heather, bernie was talking and laughing all the way with theresa and angeline (: chinese teacher was quite du lan ! HaHa !there was music played but dunno whose leh..so loud..from hp de...thought was heather but was not. so sian la..then heather started passing letter to me. Asking me whether after school want go eat at marine parade lo..ok lo...actually i don't want because dated my darling ada to ikea ! hmm..was wondering got time to shop anot leh..we keep writing till next lesson -Biology ! but the teacher spot me talking la..then separate me and ada...haha..shifted me to the extreme front-right with my JOKER CHRISTINE !! but haha, was infront of the computer screen so can take down notes easily x) i will take down de hor ! the chapter is - DRUGS ! love the chapter..so nice and easy to understand..i suppose =X i sit down there the letter still get to me ! HaHa..i got a shock, thanks to TIARA CHOPRA ! she kana shock me la...she said so loudly :" CASSANDRA , YOUR LETTER ! ~ " hahaha..my heart was really beating fast ! she's so funny, lameshit...i love her stupid funny faces and her pose ! she so princessy, those who know her agrees !! OH ! OH ! Christine baked me a cake, she gave me a slice ! Strawberry Chocolate Cake ! Shoik sia..her cake like so from bakery shops !! i shared with my dears and darlings (:

After School:
hmm..yeah ended at 1.45pm! Me, Ada, Heather, Bernie, Angeline went marine parade hawker centre to eat ! But i was full leh ~ dunno why...share with ada kuay teow..then later after heather and angeline left, the 3 of us headed to ikea ! long journey....hmm..bought glass bottles to put the cranes and stars..for my friends..surprise for them ! HaHa! then we left about 5.30pm...er ge called me , to follow him go marine parade to eat dinner and accompany him buy birthday gift for his Girl-friend... waste money...! i actually don't wish to go because so heavy my bag ! ARGHH! he sort of force me with : " mummy say de ! " he win already lo..! so i decided to go..long journey back too ! HaHa on the bus, bernie suddenly talk about food! then was saying want to cook and eat our own! then we like ok set, friday we go buy ingredients then go her house cook ! HaHa..in the bus we like drooling~ can't wait sia...ada keep saying : " shut up shut up ! i very hungry now ! " HaHa!! hmm..finally my stop have reached...i bid good bye to darling ada then call er ge..he cut his hair at kor kor 's scissors work shop. went to look for him lo..with my heavy bag ! Then this senior, came forward to me..was asking whether i could pass her chupa chups lollipop to her on wednesday, strawberry flavour...she love it !! haha..long story~ ok then headed to kor kor 's shop! i saw my er ge's hair...SHIT ! confirm mummy will nag again ! he go and shave his side hair like a star picture...aiyo...nowadays youngster..! then i put down my heavy bag, on the chair..the kor kor was listening to er ge's hp music...i was waiting~ hmm..at last we got out and we went to buy gift first at PP ! Guess what i knew he is going to buy for Jocelyn !! he went into hallmark !! i was like not another precious moment statue !! he bought her a girl roller blading last year for $70+ because he couldn't find ballet ! this time, he found a ballerina~ he bought it and even wrap it up. it is $59 ! oh my gosh, my birthday also never buy, other people then will spent SO much ! jealous x( then ok..we go eat..Mos Burger ! Eat alot...haha..spend so much within 1 hour...is like 8pm+ then we ta bao for parents too...yeah at last go home ! then i wash up then go pack my drawer so messy and fully packed !! too quite long time to clear the mess !! haha ! ok...hmmm..one day gone just like that !

tomorrow have to meet VP take report book with mum at 11am ! hope i can advance to sec ondary 403 (: should be no problem i guess ! All the best !

- End The Day With A Smile (: -

The Blue Form

2006-10-25T00:36:00.000+08:00

25 October 2006 Thursday

This is gonna be a LONG POST.

AHHH~ i didn't get the BLUE FORM !! which mean i might be retaining as secondary 3 or heng heng advanced to secondary 4!! S-I-A-N...my name is skipped, well , mood spoiled. what do you expect. Plus , after that is recess...ji tao sian diao~ sad is sad lo..what to do. At first i not so dan xin, treat it as another year to prepare for my Os lo.., but they say all change to more difficult so i start to panick..what if..WHAT IF ! then i tears ABIT lo ! *ding dong* Recess le. go down buy fishball noodles lo..then na bei the ji bai evelyn jump my queue ! She ask her classmate those easy bully kind to buy for her. of couse they will buy la! evelyn sec 4, just because she retain and think she got gang, BIG DEAL ! damn du lan. the girl so stupid, scared what lan ! later she shou mang jiao luan ! khey kiang lo ! i was damn fuck up la, then i scolded her "khey kiang and Ji Bai , next time don't anyhow la hor.KAO !" is cannot control my temper, as you know, my mood had spoiled so considered her suay ! Piss me off ! bernie was cooling me down , haha..thanks :) Wah..so long leh...at last buy le, put at table then buy drink. THE QUEUE damn LONG!! then is longer because CUT QUEUE !! na bei ji bai ! cannot take it lo. why people cut queue ! very shuang meh, i cut your queue la, you see you like anot ! SUCKERS ! last time i used to cut de then when people cut my queue i damn du lan, then i'm like ok, thats how the people feel when they cut their queue, from then onwards i STOP cutting queue ! so good right.HAHA! ok back to the story..

i don't feel like writing anymore...sorry.
put the uhappiness back to the past and carry on with life.
move on.

unforgettable friday

2006-10-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

20 october 2006 friday and 23 monday

yap thingy...
attitude to SC.jia jia so sorry! [felt hurt]
cho so sorry..wei nan ni le...ally sorry...

i'm not changing..just alot thing come to me..HATE THIS FEELING.
hmm..cho don't worry, i'm not saying that i don't forgive HER by not accepting her apology. but for me towards this situation..i guess to forget is the best i could forgive? forgive is to forget.
so i just hope to settle everything ASAP! i want to see the real happy smile on all of your face...me too..i hate to fake! for the time being don't talk about yap thing...i hate the thought of it
, it made me explode...and my atitude just SUCKS ! i am really angry ! REALLY DO ! because only when i'm super angry and l;ike so irritated by it , i will use voulgarities and yes not the usual ones lo...worse then those.! like RAHH ~ hate it! can see from my face is so NO MOOD FACE..better don't come and tio trouble with me if not you die! i mean it. never been like this for so long...ARGHH~ when will it be gone!

i'm sorry, letting 3 of you to lose your nice sweet smile...please let me see them again..i'm perfectly fine now...not changing la xD

ahh..my studies another one that make me no mood...retaining? please not...though i was not told to be prepared by my teacher..but ahh just scared!

wait still got more to update...hmm...
wait ok..

bye(:

but haha..was attitude-ing today lo !

twin birthday!

2006-09-01T20:58:00.000+08:00

1st september 2006 Friday

happy birthday twin(:

for this i need to update soon..so wait..
have fun though !
will put picture...wait ok!

teacher day celebration

2006-08-31T20:31:00.000+08:00

31 August 2006 thursday

this year performace is Wow!!
mr jeremy dance POWER..hos legs are so slim..
mr chu..oh my god so cute...king of the bongow bong
mr lim...he blush when miss chew dance [rumours about them]
mrs sim so cute...imitates mr lim during morning exercise.! i think they look quite alike!
mdm gammar sings pretty well..
a chio chinese teacher walau damn chio sia...just like us lor..so kid kid look but the matured ones..

HAHA!!

alot leh..and got KC band sing my song"hey Jude!"
See I ROCK! wah haa..you stone she pebble..ok lame -by andrea b tjoe

after school..we went TM soeul garden with our beloved NIE teacher miss wong..as a farewell for her..leaving us..BOO HOO~

eat for2 1/2 hours from 4 pm to 6.30pm! from lunch to dinner.
WOW! bernie eat so much hums!!
the soup stinks thanks to her boiled HUMS!
ada , bernie, heather ,me and miss wong together but heather left early !
we have so much fuN!
oh all our vege and tofu stink for bernie had her hums in the soups as well..
i eat until i can die!
my mouth getting stinker and stinker.
best thing..bernie say the smell of the hums smells like her sock!
OH MY GID BERNIE you are damn sick!
so stink sia...
we romoved the soup..eek so sandy!
haha me and ada kept blowing the semll towards bernie and miss wong coz they can't smell at first..haha they smelt it!

bloated...the strawberry and raspberry ice cream so nice! hao chi!!
scoop may sia...10 _ scoops i guess!
we all just feel like shitting!

we got miss wong a rose from minitoons..she love it!

ahh...hughugs at mrt station!!
exchange hp no.
bid goodbye!
me and bernie took 31 to marine parade then i change to 196..she meeting her friends so yah...i go first..she havig tummy ache so she needs to go can't accompany me haha...see la bernie your HUMS!!

then i go home sms her lo...

yup end of today!

my birthday

2006-08-29T19:57:00.000+08:00

29 august 2006, tuesday

happy birthday to me...

came back at 5pm..accompany heather do her practical..so fun..she made her muffins le..she ask me whether i like banana anot..i say of coz..i'm ah meng leh..she ask me want to eat banana cake! I want! I WANT!! thne we do together...she say be my jie for so long never gove me anything so make a banana cake for me! so touched! so much fun lah the process..!

while waiting...miss hana was there too 'SEE' us..haha..she told us her stories lah..so funny..she talks about those boys girls relationship and all...
so funny....

ahh..at last my banana cake went *tink*
so fragrant
i made a wish and cut the cake!
i hug jie.
she took half i took the other bigger half!
SO SWEET coz is use our HEART and SOUL to do de...the SISTERS'LOVE in it!!

i hurry rush back home too!
coz celebrating..we going restaurant eat!!

cousin hazel came along too!
she help us find restaurant ...
we wanted out main dish to have pecking duck coz my dad loves it!
search from 6 + to 8 i guess...
we went paramount hotel...
so funny...their facilities there sucks!
all stairs no slope..my dad have difficulties coz he's on a wheelchair!
we tried many ways..
after getting 4 steps up to the entrance..we went in and guess what more stairs..and the stairs kind is those turn down kind...cannot went back from the start!
then we saw a slope like for cars la..then push up! wow..a hotel! then..got slope up to the hotel..we thought at last got hope! nah...best part! oh we met or uncle there.
we went in..guess what we saw! escalator -_-! my uncle like aiyah...pass to me ...he like want to help my dad go down the escalator! just nnice..1 more step to the escalator steps..1 officer came! we like hope this is the HELP we are looking for...
he lead us a way...to the firemen lift. there's no up button in the lift so he had to walk down the stair and press up..my mum got shock when seeing the officer in the lift when open!
we kept laughing...then *tink* ahh...a distance to the front entrance of the restaurant!
many pubs along the way...like opposite each other..like whole row..many 'girls' WOAH...hurry walk..then wahhh...guess what we saw when getting closer!! STEPS , STEPS AND MORE STEPS!! my uncle bei tahan...he say lai bah..rang wo chu ma le lah...my 2 brothers and him carried my dad on the wheelchair down...we push to the entrance...

WE LAUGH OUT LOUD man!!
Holy Shit!! STEPS DOWN TO The tables!!! WAH PIANG!!! carried him again..then all the male waiters hurry come and help...we kept laughing!!

OH GOSH!! so many stairs..whoever who design this can you please change it or use your brain next time!!! how careless can u get to forget the convenience for the diabled!

Oh..i saw a SUPER SUPER HOT GUY!!
he dress very simple but yet nice!!
SHUAI!! me and cousin hazel saw him from the very beginning at the starting point..he was waiting for his DAD!
so sweet!

their table are like opposite of ours...not say verticallt opposite but...like still close!!
he is facing my side view! he like those shao ye type! AWW my prince charming!
i keep see him...haha too handsome liao! But aiyah when he go i didn't know...hazel tell me de...

we took many crazy pic..ta dah...enjoy!
I AM VERY HAPPY!

my 1st gift from da ge!

2006-08-01T19:51:00.000+08:00

1 august 2006 tuesday

my da ge bought me a watch...
25hours..nice nice!

it is my 1st gift from him...
but he is the 1st one to wear it..haha
but i appreciated it..perhap its my early birthday gift from him!

Oops i'm farting right now...haHa...

ok lets get back to this updates..

hmm very touched...my thank you was so loud!

I LOVE MY BROTHER!
THANK YOU!
I WILL WEAR AND KEEP THE WATCH PROPERLY AND IN CARE!

soo HAPPY, BYE :)

President of student council 2007 -ALICIA TAN ZI XUAN

2006-07-28T19:42:00.000+08:00

28 July 2006 Friday

Hey sorry all of these are drafts...hmm but thought that i should just publish....if not the rest can't publish ! haha but will edit SOON (:

voting for alicia to be the presidet of student council!
i of course voted for her..her speech was confident and sounded more SHUANG...like can la piao more kind...
they gave us a piece of paper with alicia and cheryl face on it..and they say put a cross on their face if u choose them! I put a cross on her face..but i like feel weird coz like why cross her face?? then my teacher came and laugh at me...say aiyoh is put the cross at the box beside her face!
haha.my brain only absorb parts of the sentence! wee~

she'll win!! forward forward...yes she won!!!

after voting, we have morning exercise...
terrible muscle ache!!
coz of PE!!
what conditioning!!

hmm...then during maths period..very funny!
the way miss tan sits so cute!
so upright...so small size..
i think she look like Baby Boop from the Barney...should be his sister i guess..
SO ADORABLE MISS TAN!
don't worry will do well for maths!

RAHH~ today 's literature period...i was having a terrible tummy ache!!
DAMN!! felt like shitting man..but didn't have the SHIT there.
haha..
ok tt's all for today :D

miss Noor's talk & Pe

2006-07-26T19:35:00.000+08:00

26 July 2006 wednesday

During Contact time :
Miss nooryati called for me, talks about shekhu during contact time...talk about like why i don't like some of the teachers...then i tell her who lo...i cry because angry and sad..she believes i didn't steal..so touched so cried even more. this stealing thing is related to my last time post..go and take a look then you'll know..HAHA

During PE:
intan ask me pass her shoe..i use leg pass to her..she like Oh right..i like what ppl take for you never say thank you..then she hard tap on my shoulder and say xiexie..i like i dun like ppl to touch my shoulder..sorry intan..i was PMS ing i guess...bad mood..

oh and i grew 2cm! 153cm..46 kg..

today 3/3 ppl keep fell down!! suay day!
maria fell de worse...during geog! the chair like PIAK! the wire switch behind her came out..haha..power! the chair scratch the switches off the wall...WOW..

Be careful! HaHa..don't know blog what la..haha...sian. bye (:

Maths CA3 Test, Mel Moo Birthday (:

2006-07-25T16:29:00.000+08:00

25 July 2006 Tuesday

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY MELISSA MOO MOO!!

May ALL your wishes come TRUE :)
All the Best For Your Studies!
Have an ENJOYABLE and FUNTASTIC BIRTHDAY!

ahh..didn't have time to buy your gifts..nor make you a cards...
OH MY GOD..I owe so many people their birthday gifts and cards!
hmm..give me time ok..
HaHa...x) Give You The Picture Above! Nice worr..spent 2 hours plus plus..
Hope You Like It!<3

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MATHS CA 3 Test!

The Graph is horribly drawn.
I know what kind of graph is should turn out to be...but i just don't know what went wrong!
Miss Nooryati keep walking pass me..wonder if she was hinting ME !!
SO I DIE LE!!
AHH and my Buddha Bracelet those beads kind break!
GOSH END OF MY MATH!
I think is Bad Luck!
I just let it be already...sad lah.

CHEMISTRY TEST!
All of a sudden! he never say got test lor...plus i don't know that chapther well!
All the equations thingy! then he explained first..
I was so piss off...I anyhow do! I write BIG BIG like kindergarten children handwriting!
I angry till i cry...like sniff sniff..no those WAHHHWAHHH...haha x)

LITERATURE!
Guess what..
...I FORGOT TO BRING MY MACBETH BOOK!!

Is this Bad Luck ? Every Bad things just came after it breaks! Coincidence? *sigh*

HECK LAH!

Anyway Melissa...HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY :)

Stress so cry.

2006-07-24T15:32:00.000+08:00

24 July 2006 Monday

AHHH...cannot take it !

STRESS UP!!
MATHS CA3 TEST TOMORROW~ % $ + - / = ?

HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW!
I CRIED because i too nervous and stress towards mathematics!

TO THE EXTREME!

But after awhile, i ok le...Just continue and tell myself to DO MY BEST :)
MUST TRY!

ahh..MUMs ARE THE GREATEST PEOPLE ON EARTH!
My mummy knows i will be stress whenever i studies MATH!!
She keep Cheering me up :)
Do some FUNNY ACTIONS x)
She brew me crysanthemum tea...
Ask me JIA YOU :)
Relax..and just do your BEST xD

My heart was tearing ...HAPPY! I hold back my tears in my eyes...
I just want to say to my mum : " Thank You MUMMY, I LOVE YOU! "

People do Appreciate the LOVE that your Family and Friends are giving you...
They are the ones who are REALLY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU :)

-TREASURE THEM-
-THEY ARE YOUR PRECIOUS MEMORIES-
-THEY ARE THE CHRACTERS IN YOUR STORY-
-KEEP THEM CLOSE & DEEP DOWN YOUR HEART-
-REMEMBER THEM NOT JUST NOW BUT ALWAYS AND FOREVER-

LOVE LOVE LOVE Y'ALL TRUCKLOADS <3

SUNYANZI 's BIRTHDAY!

2006-07-23T14:15:00.000+08:00

23 July 2006 SUNDAY

STEFANIE SUN YAN ZI 's BIRTHDAY = CASSANDRA GOH YI XIAN 's BIRTHDAY :)

" Happy Birthday To Me ! Happy Birthday To Me ! Happy Birthday To Me~ ! Happy Birthday To ME ! "

I LOVE MY FANS<3 Thank you for Supporting Me and Always there to Come Alive And SHINE WITH ME :)

My 1st wish : Everyone is to stay Healthy and Happy :D
My 2nd wish : My Albums will sell ALOT ALOT!
My 3rd wish : WORLD PEACE :)
My 4th wish : SECRET!!
hehe...and can't say anymore..

I'm SO HAPPY! I LOVE ALL OF YOU <3
-Remember the days-Our Memories-

*hugshugs*
*tian tian kai xin*
*ming tian tian hui gen hao*
SMILE :D
AI SI NI LE !
LOVE DIE YOU !
SHINE WITH ME :)

SHAKIE SHAKE SCOLD ME

2006-07-14T16:54:00.000+08:00

14 or 17 July 2006

Bloody day!! PISSING OFF DAY FOR ME!!
PMS DAY FOR TEACHERS!!

RAHHHH~ i was happy mood but THANKS TO SHAKIE SHAKE!! My Bowling Teacher-in-charge! After assembly at the netball court, she came and ask me why i did not turn up for training last thursday!
i say : " i got practical exam, i told melissa i will not be going."
She say :" what exam?!!!"
I say : "F&N Food and Nutrition practical exam lah !"
She say: " Why exams on Thursday, on trainings day!"
I say : " HOW I KNOW! "
She say : " what exam! "
I repeat : " F&N PRACTICAL EXAM!!! "
She say : " What kind of exam is that?! Mid year or what?! "
I say : " PRACTICAL EXAM lah! " then i confirm with. Ada like yah is a Practical Exam!
She say : " Take what exam also don't know still must ask friend! "
I say: " IS F&N PRACTICAL EXAMMMMMM!! "
She say : " Why is the exam on MY DAY ! "
I say : " HOW I KNOW!! " [ i'm already damn DU LAN! ]
She say : " Who is the teacher?! "
I say : " Miss Hana, the PRETTY and YOUNG one!!! "
She say : " Who, which one! "
I say : The YOUNG one lah! "
She say : Ok , I know who is it! " Miss Hana walked pass.
She say to miss hana : "What exam she took on thursday?Is it important?!"
Miss Hana say : " Oh yah she took.Is a F&N Coursework Practical Exam. "
She say : " She take what exam also don't know! She never come for training! "
Miss Hana say : " Oh she never tell me she got training. "
She say : " Why you never tell her! "
I WAS DAMN PISSING OFF!!
I DON'T WANT TO MAKE THINGS DIFFICULT FOR MISS HANA WHAT!!
TRAINING ONLY..EXAMS MORE IMPORTANT WHAT!
and WALAU IS THERE A DIFFERENT WHAT I SAY ABOUT THE EXAM THING!
IS JUST A WORD MORE ---> COURSEWORK!!
F***! Like that she can understand..GO AND DIE LAH
ok then after assembly, 1st two periods is F&N...
damn du lan too!
PMS sia...
because the class never hand in the assignments, scold us!
THROW MY FILE & HOLE POUNCHER on the table infront of me ask me to file it!
I STARE AT HER, she turn back i pointed middle finger!
My Face is SO F***ing HOT! 1st time in my life doing this to teacher!
C'mon lah, not my fault leh, I handed in lor! must PMS me meh!
HAHA..heather and bernie calm me down. They also kana shock by me..because i'm always quiet de..
The whole period I BAD MOOD sia...SPOIL MY DAY!
TA MAH DE!

don't want to say liao...

Cass give me a SMILE :D
Ok Bye..

JIA JIA 's Birthday (:

2006-07-13T21:42:00.000+08:00

13 JULY 2006
THURSDAY

JIA JIA 's 15th BIRTHDAY (:

[cough cough]

ready?
UH-HUH..

" HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIA JIA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! "

Snormpitle wishes Jia Jia...ALL THE BEST (: May ALL your WISHES COME TRUE!! Happy Everyday yea?!! WE LOVE YOU and WE know YOU LOVE US TOO!! Thank You x) haha :)

Wish You All SUCCESS ...YOUR BALLET...YOUR Os' HIGHER CHINESE...YOUR STUDIES...YOUR...AI QING??? Haha..ok lah..its just DRAMA not REAL LIFE!! ok ok..

anyway...JIA YOU (: "IF YOU THINK YOU CAN, YOU CONFIRM CAN!"

Have an enjoyable Birthday x)

Birthday Girl will be BLESSED!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:

Day out with Ally (:

2006-07-08T18:44:00.000+08:00

2006 A TUESDAY (:

A DAY OUT WITH ALICIA - That's ALL I REMEMBER x)

It was an ENJOYABLE DAY.. We went to PP Food Court to have lunch, after school at about 3.30pm. I remembered that ally gave me an half hour allowance first to finish up my Chinese newspaper articles!! But i could only manage to finish up 1 x) We went to the toilet..then set off to Parkway Parade :)

Haha..Ally was craving for 'Ban Mian' suddenly and ask me whether i am free to accompany her! At first, i wanted to finish up my work in school then go home..but aiyah boh xin to do! So..GO lor xD I also so long never see ally liao and like never go out with her alone..so grab this opportunity to get to know her better (:

we went to PP Food Court. Settled Down. Ally went to order her 'Ban Mian' first while I wait for her return. She came back with a SMILE on her face :) I order ' Cha Kway Teow'. Ally went to order Crysanthemum ..ok we start eating!

We talk alot..We plan Jia Jia's Birthday- 13 July! Damn funny x) the candle thingy..we thought of putting the candles in her house! forming the word -JIA YOU ! we plan like we walk to her house together after school then soek khern will drag jia jia aside..bluff her to accompany her to get something from 7-eleven or something. Then, we take her key something like that and run up to open the door to prepare..HAHA x) this is the funny part..we thought of getting a black cloth then we will hide inside to see the light of the words..then i added " wahh, later her BIG birthday present is not just this but A HOUSE ON FIRE !! A CHAO TA HOUSE! Wahh~ is turning darker and blacker. No need the cloth liao!" Then ally say " Blow here, Blow here..HAHA x) !" i don't know how to say to you all only me and ally know what the funny things about!! HAHAHA x) right AH-LEE-CIA!

We chatted for like 2 hours...couldn't stop laughing..Then we were talking about the student councilers [ex-co] who will get in and be the head and blah blah~Guessing names and everything..Ally was so nervous lah..for the Monday interview~ so many teachers to face and to answer their questions!

WELL, ALL THE BEST TO SNORMPITLE PALS :) I KNOW YOU ALL CAN MAKE IT ALL IN THE EX-COs !! JIA YOU :) "IF YOU THINK YOU CAN, YOU CONFIRM CAN! IF YOU THINK YOU CANNOT, YOU'RE RIGHT!"

*tian tian kai xin*
*ming tian hui gen hao*

Xiao Yuan Li

2006-07-03T17:22:00.000+08:00

3 July 2006
MONDAY

* HAPPY YOUTH DAY * to ME and everyone (:

Today, after bringing my father go polyclinic... WOW~ guess what! My parents, Aloysius and I went to PP eat Jiao Zi from "Gao Ji Restaurant" it is expensive lah..but nice - SHOIK x) but eat one time enough le... I tell you ah..if you go there don't order their Fresh Orange Juice! Is damn EXPENSIVE..one small glass for $4.50 and is not COLD because not enough ice -_-!~ After eating Aloysius went to meet his friends at SAKAE SUSHI - walau sure CAN EAT no wonder his nickname call DUA BUI! hahaha x) oops..

Later is the BEST moments.. WE WENT BISHAN not just to visit my beloved Gong Gong and Ma Ma but also a MONK PUPPY , "Xiao Yuan Li" his name!! A Golden Retriever (: Heard from my Da Yi " In the noon he slept so sweetly and over-slept..then in the middle of the night...Xiao Yuan Li slowly walked into the room and SCRATCH MY HEAD calling me to play with him..but i SHOO him off say I don't want,GO and Sleep!" haha so cute...then heard from my Ah Ma " I on the Ami-tuo-fuo songs, he lay down on the floor to listen!" So Fast a MONK liao~cool~
We Had so much FUN x) My cousin were there..[some] Ah Ma cook curry and beehoon, WOW~ SHUANG sia! Here are some photos of THE MONK - XIAO YUAN LI :

He sleeps like a log.

Slept so soundly and Sweetly - must be having Sweetdreams [of me, CONFIRM]

Woke Up and bite the "bolster".

Anyhow Pang Sai so must wear this Baby Pampers " so uncomfortable! "

"Aiyah, Cannot Be Bothered! Suit You then ..I wear lor! "

Trying to be a detective - smelling to spot-check Ah Bee where she went just now~

"I think i'm sleepy~"

" Am I? "

" Yea, I think so..i can see half of you only~"

"Yupp, guess I'm Tired..it is partly because of Alvin's Lap -Comfortable!"

"Someone is going off soon, must bid them goodbye!"

"Don't you wish to see me again?"

"Drove them back home~ now is my turn to go home and SLEEP!Bye- yawn~"

So Sad he leaving on Friday~We'll Get to See Him Again - I think..I LOVE XIAO YUAN LI <3

*tian tian kai xin*
*ming tian hui gen hao*

DAVID BECKHAM

2006-06-23T06:15:00.000+08:00

22 JUNE 2006 THURSDAY

I LOVE DAVID BECKHAM <3 Bei Ke Han Mu ! Though this year 2006 WORLDCUP i never watch but I SUPPORT MY DAVID BECKHAM - ENGLAND :) but i think BRAZIL will win :(
Actually i SUPPORT BOTH but i still SUPPORT ENGLAND because DAVID BECKHAM is THERE x)

DAVID BECKHAM and ENGLAND JIA YOU :)

SUPERMAN

2006-06-22T05:59:00.000+08:00

22 JUNE 2006 THURSDAY

haha....Twin i blog le :) Sorry ah very busy this JUNE HOLIDAYS!! Guess what time is it now? ITS TIGER TIME x) Lame-_-! Its 6am in the morning! From wednesday i do the F&N for the whole day! But i was so happy and energetic still :) After i finished sending my assignments to ms hana......I went to search PICTURES OF SUPERMAN!!! My HERO :) I LOVE SUPERMAN <3 Here's the pictures i saved:

I LOVE THE FIRST PICTURE! Come ALIVE and SHINE with SUPERMAN !*tink*
OH, let me REMIND ALL people seeing MY BLOG!!
" CATCH MY HERO-HANDSOME SUPERMAN on 29 JUNE 2006 in cinemas !"

*tian tian kai xin*
*ming tian hui gen hao*

Yang Guo and Xiao Long Nu

2006-05-21T19:49:00.000+08:00

21 MAY 2006 SATURDAY

http://www1.asknlearn.com/nhss/superstar/HAHA.JPG

Found this picture find it so cute...ahhhhhhhhh JUNYANG :)
miss him......the other day the labour day i saw the sms on the TV from members of JYFC saying that he injured his knee checking if he's alright and take better care of himself! yahh JUNYANG must take care of yourself, your album releasing soon must have been too busy le...

oh and he performed on LABOUR day too! he sang the not his song lah..but is a dunno what song title. it goes like this:" Wo cong lai ye bu zai hu, zi ji shi bu shi yi ge da ren wu..." he change hairstyle le..abit the curly erm not used to it!! JUNYANG is HANDSOME with ANYTHING on him!!!

but no matter what..I WILL SUPPORT YOU , JUNYANG ALL THE WAY de!!! AI SI NI LE <333
TING NI DAO YONG YUAN=D

*tian tian kai xin*
*ming tian hui gen hao*

EVERDAY A GOOD DAY

2006-05-20T16:24:00.000+08:00

20 MAY 2006 SATURDAY

Don't think too much...stay happy:)
Don't think you are not fortunate.
Always keep your feelings feel good and you will then feel good=D
xin qing hao huo bu hao shi zi ji kong zi de...
shuo yi bao chi xin qing yu kuai, ren ye jiu hui hen kai xin de xP
mei tian shi yi ge hui rang ni qi dai rang ni kai xin di na me yi tian...
yi ding yao hao hao de zhang wo he zhen xi na yi ke ba!!